[Intro]
 N.C
Imotape Productions


[Verse 1]
            
Sittin' down r

     
ight on my bed

side
            
Sleepless nigh

    
ts when I don'

t feel right
            
Locked inside 

            
a dungeon, can

          
't you help me

? (Can't you h

elp me?)
     
Isolated from 

my friends
            
Swear this shi

         
t just never e

nds
            
Feels like my 

            
body's growing

   
 colder
            
Woke up in my 

          
own vomit last

 night
      
   Wish I was 

            
taken in my sl

           
eep, God help 

me
        
   I never fou

             
nd myself, and

        
 maybe that's 

       
for the best, 

oh
        
   Just tell m

            
e to look up, 

            
but you're nev

            
er understandi

ng the view
        
   A world of 

            
liars, they co

             
nspire on my e

    
very move
       
   I got the f


lu, and I'm gi

vin' up
           
My stomach hur

             
ts and I'm a m


ess
              
Lie to my face

            
, then call it

   
 quits
              
My love for yo

             
u wasn't adequ


ate
           
Existential, I

            
'll never make

      
 it (make it)
            
Trapped in inf

     
inity
     
We're so small

              
 in the face o

            
f God, so shut

             
 the fuck up a

          
nd do your job
            
It don't matte

    
r anyway


[Verse 2]
N.C
Yuh, yuh
       
Sometimes I wa

           
ke up feeling 

           
impatient, ayy
         
Losing my head
        
 Ayy, lemme th


ink a minute
            
You don’t moth

              
erfuckin'- mot

            
herfuckin' see

 the vision, u

h
            
Yuh, yuh, lemm

    
e breathe a mi

nute
            
You ain’t gott

a do the shit 

that you been 

doin' to me, f

uck you
        
Yeah, I need t

         
o get my ass b

ack home
            
Every time I l

              
eave the house

          
, man I feel l

ed on
      
What's up wit'

 that?
          
Cut from front

 to back
           
You don’t love

 me back
(
No, don’t act 

like that
          
Come home drun


k as shit
         
Jumping off th

e bridge
             
Fuck that, bre


ak my wrist
              
And I don’t wa

             
nna go back ho

      
me tonight
              
'Cause I don’t

            
 wanna right m

              
y wrongs tonig


ht
       
   So I just a

           
ct like, conve

  
rsations
      
      Mean wha

        
t they mean
      
      I hold b

            
ack all this h

 
atred
          
    Inside my 

  
dreams
      
     And I’m s

            
o sick with yo

u
             
And you’re so 

        
sick of me
            
I can’t even b

 
reathe
        
 Yuh, you're n

         
anananana, lal

      
alalala
       
Lalalalala


[Verse 3]
        
 Fall asleep i

  
nside your arm

s
            
Kill anybody t

      
hat means you 

harm
            
Alcohol for br

            
eakfast, lunch

           
 and dinner
            
Downers just t

   
o numb the pai

n
            
Drown all the 

           
voices inside 

my brain
           
Toxic at our c

            
ore, but we bl

ame the world 

of course
      
       I'm so 

        
sick of you
             
You're so sick

    
 of me
        
(I'm so insane

, yeah yeah ye

ah
          
    I'm so sic

     
k of you
             
You're so sick

    
 of me)

[Verse 4]
            
I can’t even b

 
reathe
            
I can’t even b

 
reathe
     
So, ohh

 

            
I’m so sick of

  
 you
            
I've been sing

              
in' sad songs 

     
since I was yo

ungin'
              
Paint my nails

            
 black, then t

              
hose bitches c

 
alled me a fag

got
            
Now it's cool 

            
to be sad, dop

e to be depres

sed
          
Now I'm pissed

 off, straight

 up, blow my d

amn top off
            
   Lil' spider

            
s in the dark 

              
tellin' me its

      
 alright
              
I got bullets 

             
for you mother

              
fuckers tryna 

     
act tight
              
Doin' shows fo

      
r a minute, I 

can really say

 I did it

[Verse 5]
              
It's a sick wo

         
rld we live in



          
 And I'm not s

              
ure I want to 

      
stay at all
       
I'm done, I gi

ve up

 

        
And my mind co

           
mes toppling d

     
own when I thi

nk of
           
Getting out of

 bed
         
  And I'm so b

           
roken down, ca

         
nnot be repair

ed
    
I'm so sick
       
I'm so tired



         ( 
I'm so beaten 


down



            
  I don't wann

           
a go, but I th

             
ink I have to

 

[Outro]
            
Why do we live

       
 like this?
(
And why do we 

live like this

?
            
I fell in love

            
 with your lip

s
(
They're my wor

st enemy
            
They're my wor

       
st enemy
              
I fell in love

           
 at seventeen
            
I fell in love

            
 at seventeen
(
And now your o

pposite with m

e

Sit with me
 
Take my arms, 

watch me bleed
              
Take my eyes, 

 
make me see

I am so incomp

lete

I am so incomp

lete
          
I am so