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  "HAPPIER THA


N EVER"

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Released: July 30, 2021

TRACK LISTING:
1.GETTING OLDER
2.I DIDN'T CHANGE MY NUMBER
3.BILLIE BOSSA NOVA
4.MY FUTURE
5.OXYTOCIN
6.GOLDWING
7.LOST CAUSE
8.HALLEY'S COMET
9.NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY
10.OVERHEATED
11.EVERYBODY DIES
12.YOUR POWER
13.NDA
14.THEREFORE I AM
15.HAPPIER THAN EVER
16.MALE FANTASY

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                                          TRACK 1 - GETTING OLDER
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 3
KEY: Bb

[Intro]
    

[Verse 1]
             
I'm gettin' ol

              
der, I think I

         
'm agin' well
              
I wish someone

            
 had told me I

             
'd be doin' th

      
is by myself
              
There's reason

             
s that I'm tha

              
nkful, there's

              
 a lot I'm gra

      
teful for
              
But it's diffe

            
rent when a st

              
ranger's alway

             
s waitin' at y

    
our door
            
Which is ironi

              
c 'cause the s

              
trangers seem 

   
to want me mor

e
              
Than anyone be

            
fore (Anyone b

   
efore)
            
  Too bad they

              
're usually de


ranged
             
Last week, I r

              
ealized I crav

  
e pity
              
When I re-tell

            
 a story, I ma

             
ke everything 

     
sound worse
              
Can't shake th

             
e feeling that

              
 I'm just bad 

   
at healing
              
And maybe that

            
's the reason 

             
every sentence

          
 sounds rehear

sed
            
Which is ironi

              
c because when

          
 I wasn't hone

st
              
I was still be

             
in' ignored (L

             
yin' for atten

            
tion, just to 

              
get neglection

 
)
            
Now we're estr

anged


[Chorus]
             
 Things I once

       
 enjoyed
             
Just keep me e

          
mployed now
              
Things I'm lon

        
ging for
             
Someday, I'll 

   
be bored of
           
It's so weird

   
              
That we care s

            
o much, until 

   
we don't


[Verse 2]
             
I'm gettin' ol

              
der, I've got 

           
more on my sho

ulders
              
But I'm gettin

            
' better at ad

             
mitting when I

   
'm wrong
              
I'm happier th

             
an ever, at le

              
ast, that's my

   
 endeavor
              
To keep myself

            
 together and 

             
prioritize my 


pleasure
             
'Cause to be h

             
onest, I just 

              
wished the wor

    
d I promised
              
Would depend o

             
n what I'm giv

             
in' (Not on hi

             
s permission)
              
(Wasn't my dec

            
ision) To be a


bused, mm


[Chorus]
             
 Things I once

       
 enjoyed
             
Just keep me e

          
mployed now
              
Things I'm lon

        
ging for
             
Someday, I'll 

   
be bored of
           
It's so weird

   
              
That we care s

            
o much, until 

   
we don't


[Outro]
             
But next week,

              
 I hope I'm so

        
mewhere laughi

n'
            
For anybody as

             
king, I promis

          
e I'll be fine
              
I've had some 

             
trauma, did th

              
ings I didn't 


wanna
              
Was too afraid

            
 to tell ya, b

             
ut now, I thin

       
k it's time


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                                    TRACK 2 - I DIDN'T CHANGE MY NUMBER
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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NO CAPO
KEY: Am

[Intro]
     
    Okay

 Mm-mm, I


[Verse 1]
              
I didn't chang

     
e my number
              
I only changed

       
 who I reply t

o
              
Laura said I s

         
hould be nicer
    
But not to you
              
I love a "You 

            
mad at me?" te

xt
            
Should have gu

essed
              
That you would

              
 think I was u

 
pset (Haha)
         
You're obsesse

d


[Chorus]
              
Don't take it 


out on me
           
I'm out of sym

pathy for you
      
Maybe you shou

ld leave
         
Before I get t

oo mean


[Verse 2]
              
I didn't chang

     
e my number
              
I only changed

       
 who I believe

 in
              
You were easy 

       
on the eyes, e

yes, eyes (Eye

s, еyes)
              
But looks can 

     
be decеivin'
        
I gotta work, 

I go to work
            
You don't dese

rve to feel so

 hurt
            
You gotta a lo

t of fuckin' n

erve
          
I don't deserv

e, so


[Chorus]
              
Don't take it 


out on me
           
I'm out of sym

pathy for you
      
Maybe you shou

ld leave
         
Before I get t

oo mean
            
And take it ou

t on you
         
And your best 

friend too
              
I should have 


left when Drew
         
Said you were 

bad news


[Outro]

  Mm-mm-mm

  Mm-mm-mm

  Mm-mm-mm

  Mm-mm-mm

  Mm-mm-mm

  Mm-mm-mm

   


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                                        TRACK 3 - BILLIE BOSSA NOVA
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 3
KEY: Gm

[Intro]
 
          
Mm-mm-mm, mm-m

m
       
Na-na-na


[Verse 1]
              
Love when it c

              
omes without a

 
 warning
              
'Cause waiting

              
 for it gets s

  
o boring
              
A lot can chan

             
ge in twenty s


econds
              
A lot can happ

             
en in the dark
              
Love when it m

              
akes you lose 

     
your bearings
              
Some informati

             
on's not for s


haring
              
Use different 

              
names at hotel

 
 check-ins
              
It's hard to s

              
top it once it

          
 starts (It st

arts)


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm not sentim

ental
              
But there's so

              
methin' 'bout 

              
the way you lo

     
ok tonight, mm

m
         
Makes me wanna

 take a pictur

e
              
Make a movie w

              
ith you that w

            
e'd have to hi

   
de


[Chorus]
              
You better loc

       
k your phone (

Oh)
              
And look at me

              
 when you're a

 
lone
              
Won't take a l

              
ot to get you 


goin' (Oh)
              
I'm sorry if i

              
t's torture th

    
ough
              
I know, I know

 


[Verse 2]
              
It might be mo

           
re of an obses

sion
              
You really mak

             
e a strong imp


ression (You s

ure do)
              
Nobody saw me 

       
in the lobby (

Saw me in the 

lobby)
              
Nobody saw me 

            
in your arms, 

  
mmm


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm not sentim

ental
 m                                             Em
But there's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight ('Bout the way you look tonight), mmm
         
Makes me wanna

 make 'em jeal

ous
              
I'm the only o

              
ne who does it

   
 how you like 

(Only one who 

does it how yo

u—)


[Chorus]
              
You better loc

       
k your phone (

Oh)
              
And look at me

              
 when you're a

    
lone (You're a

lone, you're a

lone)
              
Won't take a l

              
ot to get you 


goin' (Get me 

goin', get me 

goin')
              
I'm sorry if i

              
t's torture th

    
ough (Torture 

though)
              
I know, I know

 
              
You better loc

       
k your door (O

h)
              
And look at me

              
 a little more
              
We both know I

              
'm worth waiti

      
n' for (Waitin

' for)
              
That heavy bre

              
athin' on the 

     
floor (On the 

floor)
              
I'm yours, I'm

             
 yours (I'm yo

        
urs)


[Outro]

I'm not sentim

ental

I'm not sentim

ental
            
I'm not sentim

      
ental

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                                            TRACK 4 - MY FUTURE
                            Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell
                                            Tabbed by: Martin278

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CAPO: 3
KEY: Eb

[Intro]
  
I can't seem t

o focus
          
And you don't 

seem to notice
        
I'm not here
           
I'm just a mir


ror
    
You check your

 complexion
    
to find your r

eflection
        
Is all alone
         
I had to go

[Pre-Chorus]
 
Can't you hear

 me
        
I'm not coming

  
 home
          
Do you underst


and
       
I've changed m

y plans

[Chorus]
         
Cause I'm in l

 
ove
         
With my future
              
Can't wait to 


meet her
    
And I,
        
I'm in love
              
But not with a


nybody else
              
Just wanna get

            
 to know mysel


f

[Verse 2]

  I know suppo

sedly I'm lone

ly now (Lonely

 now)

  Know I'm sup

posed to be un

happy without 

(Someone)
         
Someone but ar

        
en't I someone

? (Aren't I so

meone? Yeah)

I
            
Like to be you

  
r answer (Be y

our answer)
              
Cause you're s

   
o handsome (Yo

u're so handso

me)

[Pre-Chorus]
    
But I know bet

ter
        
Than to drive 

     
you home
             
Cause you'd in


vite me in
            
And I'd be you

rs again

[Chorus]
         
But I, I'm in 

 
love (Love, lo

ve, love, love

)
         
With my future
              
And you don't 


know her
         
And I, I'm in 

 
love (Love, lo

ve)
              
But not with a


nybody here
              
I'll see you i

         
n a couple yea

 
rs

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                                            TRACK 5 - OXYTOCIN
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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NO CAPO
KEY: Em

[Intro]

Em x5
   x8
 
 
[Verse 1]
              
Can't take it 

              
back once it's

              
 been set in m

        
otion
              
You know I lov

              
e to rub it in

               
 like lotion
         
If you only   

       
  pray on  Sun

     
day
           
Could you come

       
 my  way on   

      
Monday?
           
'Cause I like 

       
to    do thing

      
s God doe-sn't

       
    approve of

      
 if she   saw 

 
us
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
              
She couldn't l

         
ook away, look

        
 away, look aw

  
ay
              
She'd wanna ge

         
t involved, in

      
volved, involv

 
ed
              
And what would

          
 people say, p

        
eople say, peo

      
ple say
              
If they listen

             
 through the w

       
all, the wall,

   
 the wall?
 
 
[Chorus]
      
 I can   see i

               
t clear as day
      
You don't real

          
ly need to pra

     
y
      
Wanna    see w

           
hat you can ta

     
ke
       
You should rea

      
lly run away
 
 
[Post-Chorus]
      
I wanna  do ba

       
d   things to 

     
you (To you)
      
I wanna  make 

       
you yell (Yell

   
)
      
I wanna do bad

       
 things to you

     
 (To you)
        
Don't wanna tr

      
eat you well (

      
Well)
 
 
[Verse 2]
              
Can't take it 

              
back once it's

              
 been set in m

        
otion
              
You know I nee

              
d you for the 

           
Oxytocin
         
If you find it

       
  hard to  swa

     
llow
         
I can loosin' 

      
 up your  coll

     
ar
           
'Cause as long

       
 as  you're st

            
ill breathing
           
Don't you even

       
     think of 


leaving
 
 
[Pre-Chorus]
              
I kinda wanna 

         
look away, loo

         
k away, look a

  
way
              
Kinda wanna ge

         
t involved, in

      
volved, involv

 
ed
              
And what would

          
 people say, p

        
eople say, peo

      
ple say
              
If they listen

             
 through the w

       
all, the wall,

   
 the wall?
 
 
[Chorus]
      
 I can   see i

               
t clear as day
      
You don't real

          
ly need to pra

     
y
      
Wanna    see w

           
hat you can ta

     
ke
       
You should rea

            
lly run away
      
Other    peopl

           
e would have s

      
tayed
      
Other    peopl

             
e don't obey
      
You and  me ar

          
e both the sam

     
e 
       
You should rea

      
lly run away
 
 
[Post-Chorus]
       
Bad things


      
I wanna  do ba

       
d   things to 

     
you
      
I wanna  make 

          
you yell
      
I wanna do bad

            
 things to you
        
Don't wanna tr

            
eat you well

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                                            TRACK 6 - GOLDWING
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 3
KEY: D

[Intro]
N.C.
He hath come to the bosom of his beloved

Smiling on him, she beareth him to highest heav'n

With yearning heart

On thee we gaze, O' gold-wing'd messenger of mighty Gods


[Instrumental Break]



[Verse 1]

Goldwing angel

Go home, don't

 tell

Anyone what yo

u are

You're sacred 

and they're st

arved

And their art 

is gettin' dar

k
            
And there you 


are to tear ap

art
            
Tear apart, te

              
ar apart, tear

  
 apart


[Chorus]
              
You better kee

            
p your head do

wn-down
            
Da-da-down-dow

         
n, da-da-down-

down
              
Better keep yo

        
ur head down-d

own
            
Da-da-down-dow

         
n, da-da-down-

down


[Verse 2]

They're gonna 

tell you what 

you wanna hear

Then they're g

onna disappear

Gonna claim yo

u like you a s

ouvenir

Just to sell y

ou in a year


[Chorus]
              
You better kee

            
p your head do

wn-down
            
Da-da-down-dow

         
n, da-da-down-

down
              
Keep your head

 
 down-down (Do

wn)
            
Da-da-down-dow

         
n, da-da-down-

down
              
Better keep yo

        
ur head down-d

own
            
Da-da-down-dow

         
n, da-da-down-

down
              
Keep your head

 
 down-down
            
Da-da-down-dow

         
n, da-da-down-

down


[Outro]
N.C.
That's good!


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                                           TRACK 7 - LOST CAUSE
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell
                                           Tabbed by: Martin278

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CAPO: 1
KEY: Bbm

[Intro]
              
Somethin' in t

          
he...

[Verse 1]
              
Somethin' in t

   
he air right n

ow
              
Like I'm losin

            
' track of tim

e (Time, time)
              
Like I don't r

      
eally care rig

ht now
            
But maybe that

's fine
              
You weren't ev

    
en there that 

day
              
I was waitin o

   
n you (You, yo

u)
              
I wonder if yo

  
u aware away t

hat day
              
Was the last s


traw for me

[Pre-Chorus]
            
And I know I s

          
ent you flower

s (Know, know)
             
Did you even c


are?
             
You ran the sh


ower
              
And left them 

        
by the stairs
             
Ooh-ooh-ooh, a

          
yy-ayy-ayy-ayy


, uhh
            
 Thought you h

              
ad your shit t

              
ogether, but d

           
amn I was wron

g

[Chorus]
            
You ain't noth

              
in' but a lost

  
 cause (Cause,

 cause)
              
And this ain't

              
 nothin' like 

       
it once was (W

as, was)
              
I know you thi

              
nk you're such

       
 an outlaw
              
But you got no

 
 job (Job)
              
You ain't noth

              
in' but a lost

  
 cause (Cause,

 cause)
              
And this ain't

              
 nothin' like 

       
it once was (W

as, was)
              
I know you thi

              
nk you're such

       
 an outlaw
               N.C.
But you got no job

[Verse 2]
          
 I used to thi

   
nk you werе sh

y (shy)

Or maybe you j

ust had nothin

g on your mind
         
Maybe you were

              
 thinkin' 'bou

      
t yourself all

 the time (tim

e)
   
I used to wish

 you were mine

 (mine)
     
But that was w

ay before I re

alized
         
Someone like y

              
ou would alway

         
s be so easy t

o find
            
(Um, um, so) S

         
o easy (easy, 

so, easy)
         
Easy, uh, uh, 

    
uh, uh, uh

[Bridge]
            
 Gave me no fl

 
owers
              
Wish I didn't 


care
              
You'd been gon

       
e for hours
             
Could be anywh

    
ere (Oh, oh, o

h, oh)
         
I thought you 

 
would've grown

 eventually
              
But you proved

     
 me wrong

[Chorus]
            
You ain't noth

              
in' but a lost

   
 cause
              
And this ain't

              
 nothin' like 

       
it once was
              
I know you thi

              
nk you're such

      
 an outlaw
              
But you got no

 
 job
              
You ain't noth

              
in' but a lost

  
 cause
              
And this ain't

              
 nothin' like 

       
it once was
              
I know you thi

              
nk you're such

        
 an outlaw
              
But you got no

 
 job

[Outro]
            
 What did I te

    
ll you?
              
Don't get comp


lacent
              
It's time to f

       
ace it now
            
 What did I te

    
ll you?
              
Don't get comp


lacent
              
It's time to f

       
ace it now

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                                         TRACK 8 - HALLEY'S COMET
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 4
KEY: C#m

[Intro]
     
   
  


[Verse 1]
     
I don't want i

t
            
And I don't wa

      
nt to want you
             
But in my drea

            
ms, I seem to 

            
be more honest
             
And I must adm

            
it you've been

       
 in quite a fe

w


[Verse 2]
     
Halley's Comet
            
Comes around m

         
ore than I do
             
But you're all

            
 it takes for 

              
me to break a 

    
promise
           
Silly me to fa

              
ll in love wit

  
h you


[Verse 3]
  
I haven't slep

t since Sunday
            
Midnight for m

            
e is 3AM for y

   
ou
       
But my sleeple

ss nights are 

better
            
With you the n

              
ights could ne

             
ver be alone, 

             
ooh, ooh-ooh, 


ooh
             
I was good at 

            
feeling nothin

            
', now I'm hop

     
eless
             
What a drag to

            
 love you like

             
 I do, ooh-ooh

            
, ooh, ooh, oo

   
h, ooh
            
Ooh-ooh-ooh, o

              
oh, ooh-ooh, o

   
oh-ooh


[Verse 4]
             
I've been love

              
d before, but 

            
right now in t

        
his moment
             
I feel more an

            
d more likе I 

             
was made for y

ou
      
     For you


[Instrumental Break]
   
   


[Verse 5]
           
I'm sitting in

              
 my brother's 

   
room
            
  Haven't slеp

             
t in a week, o

            
r two, or two
           
I think I migh

              
t have fallen 

       
in love
          
What am I to d

o?

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                                     TRACK 9 - NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 4
KEY: C#

[Intro]
 
 

 
[Spoken]

Do you know me

?
              
Really know me

 
?
              
You have opini

    
ons about my o

pinions

About my music
              
About my cloth

  
es
 
About my body
            
Some people ha

te what I wear
 
Some people praise it
            
Some people us

e it to shame 

others
 
Some people use it to shame me
      
But I feel you

 watching
 
Always
    
And nothing I 

do goes unseen
              
So while I fee

              
l your stares,

              
 your disappro

    
val or your si

gh of relief
 
If I lived by them, I'd never be able to move

Would you like

 me to be smal

ler, weaker, s

ofter, taller?
          
Would you like

 me to be quie

t?
 
Do my shoulders provoke you? Does my chest?

Am I my stomac

h? My hips?
 
The body I was born with

Is it not what

 you wanted?
              
If I wear what

              
 is comfortabl

 
e, I am not a 

woman
              
If I shed the 

      
layers, I'm a 

slut
              
Though you've 

              
never seen my 

          
body, you stil

l judge it
 
And judge me for it
    
Why?
 
We make assumptions about people based on their size
     
We decide who 

they are
 
We decide what they're worth
              
If I wear more


, if I wear le

ss
 
Who decides what that makes me, what that means?
      
Is my value ba

sed only on yo

ur perception?
                                        N.C.
Or is your opinion of me not my responsibility?

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                                          TRACK 10 - OVERHEATED
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 4
KEY: C#

[Intro]


[Verse 1]
              
I don't really

              
 even know how

    
 it happened

I started talkin', they started laughin'
              
I don't really

              
 even know how

    
 it happened

I started watchin' them photographin'
              
I don't really

              
 (I don't real

           
ly) how it hap

pened

Instead of stoppin', they still were flashin' (I don't really)
              
I started walk

              
in' (I don't r

              
eally), gave n

    
o reaction

(No reaction)


[Chorus]
        
I'm overheated

, can't be def

eated

Can't be deleted, can't un-relievе it
        
I'm overheated

, can't bе def

eated

Can't be deleted, can't be repeated
        
I'm overheated
        
I'm overheated


[Verse 2]
              
I don't really

              
 wanna know wh

      
y you went the

re (Why you we

nt there)

I kinda don't care (Kinda don't care)

You wanna kill me (You wanna kill me)

You wanna hurt me (Mmm)
           
Stop bein' fli

rty (He-he-he)

It's kinda workin'
              
Did you really

       
 think this is

 the right thi

ng to do?

(Is it news? News to who?)
              
That I really 

       
looked just li

ke the rest of

 you


[Chorus]
        
I'm overheated

, can't be def

eated

Can't be deleted, can't un-relievе it
        
I'm overheated

, can't bе def

eated

Can't be deleted, can't be repeated
        
I'm overheated


[Bridge]
    
And everybody 

said it was a 

let down

I was only built like everybody else now

But I didn't get a surgery to help out
              
'Cause I'm not

              
 about to rede

              
sign myself no

      
w, am I?

( I?)  I?
              
All these othe

    
r inanimate bi

tches

It's none of my business

But don't you get sick of
              
Posin' for pic

           
tures with tha

t plastic body

?

Man


[Chorus]
        
I'm overheated

, can't be def

eated

Can't be deleted, can't un-relievе it
        
I'm overheated

, can't bе def

eated

Can't be deleted, can't be repeated
        
I'm overheated
        
I'm overheated


[Outro]
 
 


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                                        TRACK 11 - EVERYBODY DIES
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 3
KEY: Eb

[Intro]
   

[Verse 1]
             
Everybody dies

            
, surprise, su

rprise
              
We tell each o

             
ther lies, som

       
etimes, we try
              
To make it fee

             
l like we migh

     
t be right
              
We might not b

      
e alone
       
Be alone


[Verse 2]
             
"Everybody die

              
s," that's wha

      
t they say
              
And maybe, in 

             
a couple hundr

              
ed years, they

    
'll find anoth

er way
              
I just wonder 

             
why you'd wann

  
a stay
              
If everybody g

  
oes
              
You'd still be

     
 alone


[Verse 3]
              
I don't wanna 

            
cry, some days

  
 I do
        
But not about 

you
            
It's just a lo

            
t to think abo

ut
             
The world I'm 

used to
            
The one I can'

           
t get back, at

              
 lеast not for

 
 a while
              
I sure have a 

            
knack for seei

             
n' lifе more l

      
ike a child
            
It's not my fa

              
ult, it's not 

             
so wrong to wo

     
nder why
            
Everybody dies

              
, and when wil

  
l I?


[Verse 4]
           
You oughta kno

w
              
That even when

             
 it's time, yo

  
u might not wa

nna go
             
But it's okay 

              
to cry and it'

             
s alright to f

all
              
But you are no

       
t alone


[Outro]
              
You are not un

  
known

  
  
   


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                                          TRACK 12 - YOUR POWER
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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NO CAPO
KEY: Am

[Intro]
  
  
  
  

[Chorus]
         
    Try not to

          
 abuse your po

wer
         
    I know we 

            
didn't choose 

   
to change
         
    You might 

            
not wanna lose

      
 your power
         
    But havin'

            
 it's so stran

  
ge


[Verse 1]
         
She said you w

              
ere a hero, yo

            
u played the p

   
art
         
But you ruined

              
 her in a year

            
, don't act li

          
ke it was hard
              
And you swear 

    
you didn't kno

w (didn't know

, didn't know)
            
I wonder why y

             
ou didn't ask
        
She was sleepi

ng in your clo

thes (in your 

clothes, in yo

ur clothes)
              
But now she's 

            
got to get to 

     
class
         
How dare you?


[Pre-Chorus]
              
And how could 

   
you?
              
Will you only 

     
feel bad when 

they find out?
              
If you could t

            
ake it all bac

  
k,  would you?


[Chorus]
         
    Try not to

          
 abuse your po

wer
         
    I know we 

            
didn't choose 

   
to change
         
    You might 

            
not wanna lose

      
 your power
         
    But havin'

            
 it's so stran

  
ge


[Verse 2]

I thought that

 I was special
          
You made me fe

              
el like it was

 
 my fault you 

were the devil
          
Lost your appe

al
        
Does it keep y

ou in control?

 (in control)
            
For you to kee

              
p her in a cag

   
e?
        
And you swear 

you didn't kno

w (didn't know

)
             
You said you t

             
hought she was

      
 your age
         
How dare you?


[Pre-Chorus]
              
And how could 

   
you?
              
Will you only 

     
feel bad if it

 turns out
              
That they kill

         
 your contract

?

  Would you?


[Chorus]
         
    Try not to

          
 abuse your po

wer
         
    I know we 

            
didn't choose 

   
to change
         
    You might 

            
not wanna lose

      
 your power
         
    But power 

         
isn't pain


[Outro]
   
      Hmm
    
Ooh,  ooh, ha
     
La-la-la-la-la

  

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                                             TRACK 13 - NDA
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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CAPO: 1
KEY: Gm

[Verse 1]
        
Did you think 

I'd show up in

 a limousine? 

(No)

Had to save my

 money for sec

urity
      
Got a stalker 

walkin' up and

 down the stre

et
          
Says he's Sata

n and he'd lik

e to meet
           
I bought a sec

ret house when

 I was sevente

en

Haven't had a 

party since I 

got the keys
      
Had a pretty b

oy over, but h

e couldn't sta

y
       
On his way out

 I made him si

gn an NDA, mm
              
Yeah, I made h

              
im sign an NDA

Once is good e

nough
              
'Cause I don't

              
 want him havi

              
ng shit to say

              
-ay, ayy, ayy,

     
 ayy-ayy


[Chorus]
           
You couldn't s

              
ave me, but yo

            
u can't let me

         
 go,    oh, no
              
I can crave it

            
, but you don'

             
t need to know

     
, oh-oh


[Verse 2]

Mm, mm-mm, mm

30 Under 30 fo

r another year

 (Another year

)
      
I can barely g

o outside, I t

hink I hate it

 herе (Think I

 hate it here)

Maybе I should

 think about a

 new career

Somewhere in K

aua'i where I 

can disappear
       
I been havin' 

fun (Fun, fun,

 fun) gettin' 

older now
       
Didn't change 

my number, mad

e him shut his

 mouth
   
At least I gav

e him somethin

g he can cry a

bout
  
I thought abou

t my future, b

ut I want it n

ow, oh-oh

Want it now, m

m-mm-mm
            
You can't keep

      
 me up


[Chorus]
           
You couldn't s

              
ave me, but yo

            
u can't let me

         
 go,    oh, no
              
I can crave it

            
, but you don'

             
t need to know

     
, oh-oh


[Outro]
              
Did I take it 

    
too far? (Did 

I take it too 

far?)
              
Now I know wha

      
t you are (Are

)
              
You hit me so 


hard (It's so 

hard)
      
I saw stars
              
Think I took i

      
t too far (Too

 far)
              
When I sold yo

     
u my heart (My

 heart)
              
How'd it get s

  
o dark? (So da

rk)
      
I saw stars (I

 saw stars)

Stars (Stars)

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                                       TRACK 14 - THEREFORE I AM
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell
                                         Tabbed by: Martin278

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NO CAPO
KEY: F#m

[Intro]
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am

[Verse 1]
N.C.
Stop!
              
What the hell 

              
are you talkin

   
g about
              
Get my pretty 

              
name outta you

   
r mouth
              
We are not the

              
 same with or 

  
without
      N.C.
Don't talk
 
'bout me like 

how you might 

know how I fee

l
            
Top of the wor

              
ld, but your w

            
orld isn't rea

l
              
Your world's a

   
n ideal

[Pre-Chorus]
           N.C.
So go have fun

I really couldn't care less

And you can give 'em my best

But just know

[Chorus]
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am

[Verse 2]

I don't want p

ress to put yo

ur name next t

o mine

We're on different lines so I
 
Wanna be nice 

enough

They don't call my bluff

'Cause I hate to find

  Articles, ar

ticles, articl

es

I'd rather you remain unremarkable
              
(Got a lotta) 

  
Interviews, in

terviews, inte

rviews

When they say your name I just act confused

[Pre-Chorus]
             N.C.
Did you have fun?

I really couldn't care less

And you can give 'em my best but, just

know!

[Chorus]
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am

[Bridge]
     
I'm sorry
              
I don't think 

              
I caught your 

 
name
      
I'm sorry
              
I don't think 

              
I caught your 

 
name

[Instrumental]
||:   ||    ||

[Outro]
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am
              
I'm not your f

 
riend or anyth

ing
              
Damn, you thin

              
k that you're 

     
the man
              
I think, there

        
fore, I am

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                                     TRACK 15 - HAPPIER THAN EVER
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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NO CAPO
KEY: Am

[Intro]
 


[Chorus]
          
When I'm away 

from you
              
I'm happier th

   
an ever
              
Wish I could e

          
xplain it bett

er
              
I wish it wasn

       
't true, mmm


[Verse 1]
          
Give me a day 

or two
              
To think of so

       
mething clever
              
To write mysel

    
f a letter
              
To tell me wha

             
t to do, mm-mm

Do you read my

 interviews?

Or do you skip

 my avenue?
     
When you said 

you were passi

n' through
      
Was I even on 

your way?
  
I knew when I 

asked you to (

When I asked y

ou to)
   
Be cool about 

what I was tel

lin' you
      
You'd do the o

pposite of wha

t you said you

'd do (What yo

u said you'd d

o)
    
And I'd end up

 more afraid
             
Don't say it i


sn't fair
              
You clearly we

              
ren't aware th

            
at you made me

           
 miserable, oo

h
            
So if you real

         
ly wanna know


[Chorus]
          
When I'm away 

from you (When

 I'm away from

 you)
              
I'm happier th

   
an ever (I'm h

appier than ev

er)
              
Wish I could e

         
xplain it bett

er (Wish I cou

ld explain it 

better)
              
I wish it wasn

       
't true, mmm


[Instrumental Break]
   


[Verse 2]
             
You called me 

            
again, drunk i

       
n your Benz
             
Drivin' home u

nder the influ

ence
             
You scared me 

            
to death but I

              
'm wastin' my 


breath
              
'Cause you onl

  
y listen to yo

ur fuckin' fri

ends
             
I don't relate

       
 to you
            
I don't relate

         
 to you, no
              
'Cause I'd nev

             
er treat me th

         
is shitty
            
You made me ha

            
te this city


[Verse 3]
              
And I don't ta

             
lk shit about 

           
you on the int

ernet
            
Never told any

             
one anything b

ad
              
'Cause that sh

             
it's embarrass

              
ing, you were 

   
my everything
              
And all that y

            
ou did was mak

             
e me fuckin' s

ad
             
So don't waste

              
 the time I do

    
n't have
            
And don't try 

              
to make me fee

  
l bad
              
I could talk a

             
bout every tim

              
e that you sho

    
wed up on time
              
But I'd have a

            
n empty line '

              
cause you neve

  
r did
              
Never paid any

             
 mind to my mo

        
ther or friend

s, so I
              
Shut them all 

            
out for you 'c

             
ause I was a k

id


[Outro]
             
You ruined eve

        
rything good
            
Always said yo

              
u were misunde

 
rstood
             
Made all my mo

           
ments your own
            
Just fuckin' l

         
eave me alone

   
   
   
   


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                                       TRACK 16 - MALE FANTASY
                           Writers: Billie Eilish O'Connell, Finneas O'Connell

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NO CAPO
KEY: F#m

[Intro]

   
   


[Verse 1]
             
Home alone, tr

              
yin' not to ea

 
t
              
Distract mysel

            
f with pornogr

 
aphy
             
I hate the way

              
 she looks at 


me
             
I can't stand 

             
the dialogue, 

              
she would neve

    
r be
              
That satisfied

  
, it's a male 

fantasy
             
I'm goin' back

          
 to therapy


[Chorus]
         
'Cause I loved

 you then
            
And I love you

             
 now and I don

        
't know how
           
Guess it's har

d to know
            
When nobody el

          
se comes aroun

d
           
If I'm getting

    
 over you
          
Or just preten

    
ding to
         
Be alright, co

           
nvince myself 

    
I hate you


[Interlude]
 
             
(Want me to si

             
ng in here?)


[Verse 2]
             
I got a call f

             
rom a girl I u

sed to know
            
We were insepa

              
rable years ag

  
o
             
Thought we'd g

              
et along but i

         
t wasn't so
             
And it's all I

             
 think about w

              
hen I'm behind

          
 the wheel
              
I worry this i

            
s how I'm alwa

             
ys gonna feel
             
But nothing la

              
sts, I know th

      
e deal


[Chorus]
         
'Cause I loved

 you then
            
And I love you

             
 now and I don

        
't know how
           
Guess it's har

d to know
            
When nobody el

          
se comes aroun

d
           
If I'm getting

    
 over you
          
Or just preten

    
ding to
         
Be alright, co

           
nvince myself 

    
I hate you


[Outro]
         
Can't get over


 you
          
No matter what

  
 I  do
          
I know I shoul

           
d but I could 

       
never hate you

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