Chorus:    

orginal song:https: //www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7qPGFNS0Go

[Verse 1]
            
Girl i hope yo

  
u understand
           
i wanted to ho

ld your hand
            
but i can't wa

             
nted to be you

              
r man back the

  
n.

And you knew i

 fell for you 

but
             
you just broke

              
 my heart in t

   
wo i was sad, 

mad, broken on

 my bed

hoping i get r

id of all the 

voices in my h

ead


[Chorus]
            
i was opening 

              
a packet of an

 
 undeveloped m

ed
              
when i was met

             
 with a  presc

             
ription of a b

ullet made of 

lead,
            
and when i wok

              
e up in an hou

   
r and i a pool

 of my own swe

at
             
i said ”i swea

              
r to god i nev

            
er even try to

 sleep again”
            
so instead i t

              
ook my pen and

         
 started writi

ng evidence
         
and when i sta

rted making se

nse

i found out th

at i had reach

ed the end

Oh I'm  upset 

i have no frie

nds

you wanna bet 

you just prete

nd

you're just a 

pet confined

afraid within 

the lens of wr

iting

you're not


[Verse 2]
            
i thought i st

             
opped my psych

             
opath ways i s

       
wear i did
            
i said i talke

             
d to people ab

             
out the proble

      
matic life i l

ived
            
they were my n

              
eighbors razor

             
 blades and di

             
fferent flavor

          
ed pills i hat

e
            
therefore i’m 

             
not sure i lea

              
n my last stra

             
w i’m so gasse

         
d in the past 

i said that
            
Girl i hope yo

  
u understand
           
i wanted to ho

ld your hand b

ut
            
i can't wanted

             
 to be your ma

            
n back then
            
so far i never

 
 held you with

 my arms
             
so it’s hard t

  
o be the one y

ou
            
aren’t with in

             
stead filled w

            
ith anxiety al

ways was a par

t of me

guess i’m not 

guess i’m not 

cut out to be


[Chorus]
            
somebody cause

             
 it's not me i

              
’m not used to

              
 all the talki

             
ng it was an i

ntrovert
              
that had conve

     
rted feelings 

in the writing

s
            
used to cope w

              
ith all my pro

      
blems using no

tes and lots o

f rhyming
             
used to hope f

              
or better days

 
 whenever nigh

ts without me 

crying
            
i’m not lying 

              
when i say tha

          
t i would rath

er go back to 

the
             
times i would 

        
try and be the

 guy that peop

le know is alw

ays
            
fighting hidin

      
g far behing a

n island full 

of
             
violence in my

 
 head why the 

pilot so


[Verse 3]
            
nothing can’t 

     
feel the silen

ce
          
no one can lov

e as i did
           
nobody cares w

ho light is
            
not fair you s

till deny it
            
nothing can’t 

     
feel the silen

ce
          
no one can lov

e as i did
           
nobody cares w

ho light is
            
not fair you s

till deny it


[Chorus]
            
sometimes i’m 

             
shy and sky tu

         
rns grey
              
i’m feeling co

       
ursing frew my

 veins
           
i said before 

             
“i’m not ok”, 

    
but you don’t 

listen anyway
            
you know i tri

   
ed you turned 

away
             
straight right

 
 to my face

ruined my life

ruined my day
             
but you don’t 

             
know so i say 

    
oo
            
you don’t know

            
 so i say ooo

you don’t know

 so i’ll say


[Verse 4]
            
Girl i hope yo

  
u understand
           
i wanted to ho

ld your hand
            
but i can't wa

             
nted to be you

              
r man back the

   
n
            
too bad i know

             
 i can’t wake 

           
up because i l

ost my way
              
and you don’t 

             
give a fuck ab

     
out me
             
it’s gonna be 

             
a dream i can’

          
t see the thin

gs that you se

e

so please or


[Outro]
            
Girl i hope yo

  
u understand
           
i wanted to ho

ld your hand
            
but i can't wa

             
nted to be you

              
r man back the

  
n
            
You know i’ll 


play along ye
            
in my home i w

rote you songs
            
and now you’re

             
 dead to me ef

             
fectively remo

             
ved yourself o

              
utside my drea

 
m