[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
            
'Cause I had t

   
he best of the

 worst sides
             
And I had thes

       
e lungs
            
And I had too 


many flash fir

es
             
That I just le

           
t them burn

[Pre-Chorus]
              
'Till my chest

       
 is on fire
              
And my head ju

         
st won't die
              
I guess I'm ly

             
ing 'cause I w

anna
              
I guess I'm ly

             
ing 'cause I d

     
on't
              
'Cause I just 

        
feel so tired
              
Like it's move

           
 or slowly die
             
You say, "You 

              
ain't you when

             
 you're like t

his
              
This ain't you

         
 and you know 

it"
              
But ain't that

          
 just the poin

t?

[Interlude]
              
You don't know


 how to let go
             
Who said this 

              
must be all or

 
 nothing?
            
But I'm still 

             
caught below, 


and I'll never

 let you know
             
No, I can't te

                 
ll you nothing

[Chorus]
              
'Cause I'm a f

       
ucking mess so

metimes
          
But still I co

uld always be
             
Whatever you w

anted

But not what you needed

Especially whe

n you been nee

ding me
              
'Cause I'm a f

       
ucking mess so

metimes
         
And I'll say w

hat I don't me

an
              
Just 'cause I 


wanted
              
Or maybe I nee

  
d it
              
Swear lying's 

             
the only rush 

       
I need

[Verse]

Cause all i ne

eded was some 

words to say
              
That all these

 
 feelings don'

t mean shit to

 me
             
Cause it's all

              
 just chemical

  
s anyway, anyw

ay, yeah
            
And i got too 

              
many routes to

         
 take to make 

this all just 

go away
             
And find anoth

              
er heart to br

       
eak so heartle

ss with these 

words i say

Just saying wh

at i'm suppose

d to say

Cause i had no

thing for you
              
I can't love w

              
hen i can't ev

                
en love myself
              
Things i would

           
 rather be tho

ughts at the b

ack of my head
              
But i'm addict

             
ed to hurting 

          
and i got thes

e lungs, yeah

And i spent too many late nights just thinking a hole in earth

[Bridge]
              
Till the sky i

            
s on fire and 

              
my head still 

          
won't die
              
I guess i'm ly

            
ing cause i wa

nna
              
I guess i'm ly

             
ing cause i do

     
n't
              
Cause i just f

       
eel so tired
            
Like i need so

mething to com

e alive
             
She said "you 

              
ain't when you

              
're like this"

 
 "this ain't y

ou , what you 

done?"
              
And i said "th

         
at's the point

"

[Interlude]
              
And you don't 


know how to le

t go
             
Who said this 

              
must be all or

 
 nothing?
            
But I'm still 

             
caught below, 


and I'll never

 let you know
             
No, I can't te

                 
ll you nothing

[Chorus]
              
'Cause I'm a f

       
ucking mess so

metimes
          
But still I co

uld always be
             
Whatever you w

anted

But not what you needed

Especially whe

n you been nee

ding me
              
'Cause I'm a f

       
ucking mess so

metimes
         
And I'll say w

hat I don't me

an
              
Just 'cause I 


wanted
              
Or maybe I nee

  
d it
              
Swear lying's 

         
the only rush 

I need