Memories consu

         
me like openin

      
g the wounds
             
I'm picking me

       
 apart again
     
You all assume
         
I'm safe here 

      
in my room
             
Unless I try t

        
o start again

            
I don't want t

            
o be the one t

              
he battles alw

    
ays choose
           
Cuz inside I r

             
ealize that I'

             
m the one conf

used
            
I don't know w

            
hat's worth fi

ghting for
             
Or why I have 

   
to scream...
            
I don't know w

     
hy I instigate
             
And say what I

       
 don't mean...
            
I don't know h

     
ow I got this 

way
             
I know it's no

       
t  all right..

.
             
So I'm breakin

      
g the habit
             
I'm breaking t

          
he habit tonig

ht

          
Clutching my c

ure
         
I tightly lock

     
 the door
             
I try to catch

           
 my breath aga


in
          
I  hurt much m

         
ore than any t

    
ime before
             
I have no opti

          
ons left again

            
I don't want t

             
o be the one t

             
he battles alw

    
ays choose
           
Cuz inside I r

             
ealize that I'

             
m the one conf

used
            
I don't know w

            
hat's worth fi

ghting for
             
Or why I have 

   
to scream...
            
I don't know w

     
hy I instigate
             
And say what I

       
 don't mean...
            
I don't know h

     
ow I got this 

way
             
I'll never be 

  
alright...
             
So I'm breakin

      
g the habit
             
I'm breaking t

          
he habit tonig

ht

            
I'll paint it 

       
on the walls
            
Cuz I'm the on

       
e that falls
            
I'll never fig

   
ht again
            
and this is ho

     
w it ends...

            
I don't know w

            
hat's worth fi

ghting for
             
Or why I have 

   
to scream...

            
But now I have

             
 some clarity 

             
to show you wh

     
at I mean...
            
I don't know h

     
ow I got this 

way
             
I'll never be 

  
alright...
             
So I'm breakin

      
g the habit
             
I'm breaking t

   
he habit
             
I'm breaking t

          
he habit tonig

ht