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************************************simple versions of all ttpd songs :)

1. Fortnight (feat Post Malone)
2. The Tortured Poets Department
3. My Boy Only Break His Favourite Toys
4. Down Dad
5. So Long, London
6. But Daddy I Love Him
7. Fresh Out The Slammer
8. Florida!!! (feat. Florence + The Machine
9. Guilty as Sin?
10. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?
11. I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)
12. loml
13. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart
14. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived
15. The Alchemy
16. Clara Bow

The Anthology

17. The Black Dog
18. imgonnagetyouback
19. The Albatross
20. chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
21. How Did It End?
22. So High School
23. I Hate It Here
24. thanK you aiIMee
25. I Look In Peoples Windows
26. The Prophecy
27. Cassandra
28. Peter
29. The Bolter
30. Robin
31. The Manuscript



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track 01
Fortnight (feat. Post Malone)

capo 4


[Intro]



[Verse 1]

             
i was supossed

             
 to be send aw

            
ay but they fo

              
rgot to come a

   
nd get me
             
i was a funcio

             
ning achoholic

             
 till nobody n

             
oticed my new 

  
aethetic
             
all of this to

             
 say i hope yo

            
ure okay but y

          
oure the reaso

n
            
and no one her

              
es to blame bu

             
t what about y

            
oure quiet tre

ason



[Chorus]

             
And for a fort

              
night there we

 
 were
              
Forever runnin

            
g 'til you som

            
etimes ask abo

ut
              
The weather an

              
d now you're i

             
n my backyard 

     
turned into go

od neighbors
              
Your wife wate

   
rs flowers
          
I want to kill

 her



[Verse 2]

             
 All my mornin

             
gs are Monday 

            
stuck in an en

           
dless February
             
I took the mir

             
acle move on d

             
rug, the effec

             
ts were tempor


ary
             
And I love you

             
, it's ruining

              
 my life (And 

            
I love you, it

   
's ruining my 

life)
             
I touched you 

             
for only a for

          
tnight (I touc

hed you)
      
But I touched 

you


[Chorus]

             
And for a fort

              
night there we

 
 were
              
Forever runnin

            
g 'til you som

            
etimes ask abo

ut
              
The weather an

              
d now you're i

             
n my backyard 

     
turned into go

od neighbors
              
Your wife wate

   
rs flowers
          
I want to kill

 her
             
And for a fort

              
night there we

 
 were
              
Together runni

            
ng 'til you so

              
metimes come a

   
nd tug my swea

ter
              
Now you're at 

             
the mailbox tu

       
rned into good

 neighbors
              
My husband is 

             
cheating, I wa

      
nt to kill him




[Bridge]

             
I love you, it

             
's ruining my 

            
life, I love y

         
ou, it's ruini

ng my life
             
I touched you 

             
for only a for

             
tnight, I touc

           
hed you, I tou

ched you
             
I love you, it

             
's ruining my 

            
life, I love y

         
ou, it's ruini

ng my life
             
I touched you 

             
for only a for

             
tnight, I touc

           
hed you, I tou

ched you



[Outro]

             
Thought of cal

              
ling ya, but y

   
ou won't pick 

up
            
Another fortni

             
ght lost in Am


erica
             
Move to Florid

           
a, buy the car

 you want
             
But it won't s

              
tart up 'til y

   
ou touch, touc

h, touch me
             
Thought of cal

              
ling ya, but y

   
ou won't pick 

up
            
Another fortni

             
ght lost in Am


erica
             
Move to Florid

           
a, buy the car

 you want
             
But it won't s

              
tart up 'til y

            
ou touch, touc

         
h, touch you


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track 02
The Tortured Poets Department

no capo


[Verse 1]


 You left your

 typewriter at

 my apartment

 Straight from

 the tortured 

poets departme

nt
             
 I think some 

              
things I never

 
 say

"Like who uses typewriters anyway?"
            
  But you're i

              
n self-sabotag

  
e mode
              
Throwing spike

              
s down on the 


road
              
But I've seen 

        
this episode a

nd still love 

the show
         
Who else decod

es you?


[Chorus]

    
And who's gonn

a hold you?
   
Like me
    
And who's gonn

a know you?
     
If not me
              
I laughed in y

              
our face and s

            
aid, "You're n

              
ot Dylan Thoma

 
s, I'm not Pat

ti Smith
             
This ain't the

              
 Chelsea Hotel


, we'rе modern

 idiots"
            
And who's gonn

       
a hold you?
  
Like me
      
No, nobody
           
No-fucking-bod

y
   
Nobody


[Verse 2]


 You smokеd th

en ate seven b

ars of chocola

te

 We declared C

harlie Puth sh

ould be a bigg

er artist
             
 I scratch you

              
r head, you fa

    
ll asleep

Like a tattooed golden retriever
            
  But you awak

        
en with dread

Pounding nails in your head
             
 But I've read

      
 this one wher

e you come und

one
            
I chose this c

 
yclone with yo

u


[Chorus]

    
And who's gonn

a hold you?
   
Like me (Who's

 gonna hold yo

u?)
    
And who's gonn

a know you? (W

ho's gonna hol

d you?)
   
Like me
              
I laughed in y

              
our face and s

            
aid, "You're n

              
ot Dylan Thoma

 
s, I'm not Pat

ti Smith
             
This ain't the

              
 Chelsea Hotel


, we'rе modern

 idiots"
            
And who's gonn

       
a hold you?
  
Like me (Who's

 gonna hold yo

u?)
      
No, nobody (Wh

o's gonna hold

 you?)
           
No-fucking-bod

y (Who's gonna

 hold you?)
  
Nobody (Who's 

gonna hold you

?)


[Bridge]


 Sometimes I w

onder if you'r

e gonna screw 

this up with m

e

 But you told 

Lucy you'd kil

l yourself if 

I ever leave

 And I had sai

d that to Jack

 about you so 

I felt seen

 Everyone we k

now understand

s why it's mea

nt to be
             
 Because we're

    
 crazy
             
So tell me who

              
 else is gonna

   
 know me?
            
At dinner you 

              
take my ring o

             
ff my middle f

              
inger and put 

             
it on the one 

           
people put wed

ding rings on
              
And that's the

            
 closest I've 

        
come to my hea

rt exploding


[Chorus]

             
Who's gonna ho

       
ld you? Me
             
Who's gonna kn

       
ow you? Me
            
  And you're n

              
ot Dylan Thoma

 
s, I'm not Pat

ti Smith
             
This ain't the

           
 Chelsea Hotel

, we're two id

iots
          
Who's gonna ho

ld you?

Who's gonna ho

ld you?

Who's gonna hold you?

Who's gonna hold you?
            
Who's gonna ho

ld you?

Who's gonna ho

ld you?

Who's gonna hold you?

Who's gonna hold you?
            
Who's gonna ho

ld you?

Gonna know you?

Gonna troll you?


[Outro]

            
  You left you

  
r typewriter a

t my apartment
             
 Straight from

     
 the tortured 

poets departme

nt
           
Who else decod

           
es you?


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track 03
My Boy Only Breaks His Favourite Toys

no capo


[Verse 1]

              
Oh, here we go

  
 again
              
The voices in 

    
his head
              
Called the rai

            
n to end our d

       
ays of wild
              
The sickest ar

   
my doll
              
Purchased at t

   
he mall
            
Rivulets desce

              
nd my plastic 


smile


[Pre-Chorus]

             
But you should

              
've seen him w

       
hen he first g

ot me


[Chorus]

            
 My boy only b

              
reaks his favo

             
rite toys, toy

            
s, oh-oh-oh-oh

 
-oh
             
I'm queen of s

              
and castles he

           
 destroys, oh,

             
 oh-oh-oh-oh-o

h
              
'Cause it fit 

         
too right, puz

zle pieces in 

the dead of ni

ght
             
 I should've k

              
nown it was a 

              
matter of time

            
, oh, oh-oh-oh

    
-oh-oh
             
My boy only br

              
eaks his favor

           
ite toys, oh, 

      
oh-oh-oh


[Verse 2]

            
There was a li

tany of reason

s why
   
We could've pl

ayеd for keeps

 this time
  
I know I'm jus

t repeating my

sеlf

Put me back on

 my shelf

But first, pul

l the string
         
And I'll tell 

you that he ru

ns
           
Because he lov

es me (He love

s me)


[Pre-Chorus]

             
'Cause you sho

              
uld've seen hi

          
m when he firs

t saw me


[Chorus]
            
 My boy only b

              
reaks his favo

             
rite toys, toy

            
s, oh-oh-oh-oh

 
-oh
             
I'm queen of s

              
and castles he

           
 destroys, oh,

             
 oh-oh-oh-oh-o

h
              
'Cause I knew 

        
too much, ther

e was danger i

n the heat of 

my touch
             
 He saw foreve

              
r so he smashe

            
d it up, oh, o

           
h-oh-oh-oh-oh
             
My boy (My boy

              
), only breaks

              
 his favorite 

      
toys, oh, oh-o

h-oh


[Bridge]


(Oh-oh-oh, oh-

oh-oh)
             
 Once I fix me

  
 (Oh-oh-oh, oh

-oh-oh)
            
  He's gonna m

        
iss me (Oh-oh-

oh, oh-oh-oh)
             
 Once I fix me

  
 (Oh-oh-oh, oh

-oh-oh)
           
He's gonna mis

s me


[Outro]

             
Just say when,

        
 I'd play agai

n
         
He was my best

 friend

Down at the sa

ndlot
             
I felt more wh

      
en we played p

retend
          
Than with all 

the Kens
             
'Cause he took

              
 me out of my 


box (Oh-oh, oh

-oh)
            
Stole my tortu

    
red heart (Oh-

oh, oh-oh)
             
Left all these

             
 broken parts 

(Oh-oh)
            
Told me I'm be

        
tter off (Oh-o

h)
    
But I'm not (O

h-oh)

 I'm not
       
I'm not


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track 04
Down Bad

capo 4


[Intro]

   


[Verse 1]

             
 Did you reall

          
y beam me up?
            
  In a cloud o

            
f sparkling du

st
           
Just to do exp

eriments on
              
Tell me I was 

    
the chosen one
              
Showed me that

              
 this world is

 
 bigger than u

s
              
Then sent me b

            
ack where I ca

me from


[Pre-Chorus]


 For a moment 

I knew cosmic 

love


[Chorus]

        
Now I'm down b

ad, crying at 

the gym

Everything com

es out teenage

 petulance

"Fuck it if I 

can't have him

"
   
"I might just 

die, it would 

make no differ

ence"

Down bad, waki

ng up in blood

Staring at the

 sky, come bac

k and pick me 

up

Fuck it if I c

an't have us
  
I might just n

ot get up
             
I might stay d

own bad

Fuck it if I c

an't have him

Down bad

Fuck it if I c

an't have him


[Verse 2]

             
 Did you take 

           
all my old clo

thes?
            
  Just to leav

          
e me here nake

d and alone
              
In a field in 

   
my same old to

wn
              
That somehow s

        
eems so hollow

 now
              
They'll say I'

       
m nuts if I ta

lk about
      
The existence 

of you


[Pre-Chorus]


 For a moment,

 I was heavens

truck


[Chorus]

        
Now I'm down b

ad, crying at 

the gym

Everything com

es out teenage

 petulance

"Fuck it if I 

can't have him

"
   
"I might just 

die, it would 

make no differ

ence"

Down bad, waki

ng up in blood

Staring at the

 sky, come bac

k and pick me 

up

Fuck it if I c

an't have us
  
I might just n

ot get up
             
I might stay d

own bad (Like 

I lost my twin

)

Fuck it if I c

an't have him 

(Down bad)

Down bad (Wavi

ng at the ship

)

Fuck it if I c

an't have him


 [Bridge]

             
 I loved your 

             
hostile takeov


ers
              
Encounters clo

           
ser and closer
              
All your indec

        
ent exposures

How dare you say that it's–
             
I'll build you

              
 a fort on som

     
e planet
              
Where they can

              
 all understan

  
d it
              
How dare you t

              
hink it's roma

 
ntic
              
Leaving me saf

           
e and stranded

?
       
'Cause fuck it

, I was in lov

e
           
  So fuck you 

              
if I can't hav

          
e us
       
'Cause fuck it

, I was in lov

e


[Chorus]

        
Now I'm down b

ad, crying at 

the gym

Everything com

es out teenage

 petulance

"Fuck it if I 

can't have him

"
   
"I might just 

die, it would 

make no differ

ence"

Down bad, waki

ng up in blood

Staring at the

 sky, come bac

k and pick me 

up

Fuck it if I c

an't have us
  
I might just n

ot get up
             
I might stay d

own bad (Like 

I lost my twin

)

Fuck it if I c

an't have him 

(Down bad)

Down bad (Wavi

ng at the ship

)

Fuck it if I c

an't have him


[Outro]


Like I lost my

 twin

Fuck it if I c

an't have him

Down bad (Wavi

ng at the ship

)
             
Fuck it if I c

                  
an't have him


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track 05
So Long, London

capo 2


[Intro]

N.C.
So (So), long (long), Lon- (Lon), -don (-don)
N.C.
So (So), long (long), Lon- (Lon), -don (-don) (So long, London)
          
So (So), long 

              
(long), Lon- (

              
Lon), -don (-d

              
on) (So long, 

          
London)


[Verse 1]

  
I saw in my mi

nd ferry light

s through the 

mist
  
I kept calm an

d carried the 

weight of the 

rift
             
Pulled him in 

              
tighter each t

              
ime he was dri

       
fting away
   
My spine split

 from carrying

 us up the hil

l

Wet through my

 clothes, wear

y bones caught

 the chill
             
I stopped tryi

              
ng to make him

              
 laugh, stoppe

              
d trying to dr

        
ill the safe


[Chorus]

             
Thinking how m

              
uch sad did yo

            
u  think I had

             
, did you thin

              
k I had in me?

Oh the tragedy
       
So long London
          
You'll find so

  
meone


[Verse 2]


I didn't opt i

n to be your o

dd man out
  
I founded the 

club she's hea

rd great thing

s about
             
I left all I k

              
new you left m

              
e at the house

        
 by the Hеath
  
I stopped CPR,

 after all it'

s no use
    
Thе spirit was

 gone, we woul

d never come t

o
             
And I'm pissed

              
 off you let m

              
e give you all

              
 that youth fo

  
r free


[Chorus]

          
For so long, L

  
ondon
       
Stitches undon

e
          
Two graves, on

  
e gun
          
I'll find some


one


[Bridge]

            
And you say I 

              
abandoned the 

              
ship, but I wa

  
s going down w

ith it
             
My white knuck

              
le dying grip 

        
holding tight 

to your quiet 

resentment
              
And my friends

      
 said it isn't

 right to be s

cared
             
Every day old 

              
love affair, e

     
very breath fe

els like rares

t air
              
When you're no

            
t sure if he w

              
ants to be the

   
re


[Verse 3]

              
So how much sa

             
d did you thin

              
k I had, did y

             
ou think I had

       
 in me?
              
How much trage

   
dy?
              
Just how low d

             
id you think I

              
'd go 'fore I'

 
d self implode

?
         
'Fore I'd  hav

e to go be fre

e?
    
You swore that

 you loved, me

 but where wer

e the clues?
  
I died on the 

altar waiting 

for the proof
             
You sacrificed

              
 us to the god

              
s of your blue

   
st days
             
And I'm just g

              
etting color b

    
ack into my fa

ce
             
I'm just mad a

              
s hell cause I

 
 loved this pl

ace for


[Outro]

        
So long, Londo

n
       
Had a good run
          
A moment of wa

   
rm sun
          
But I'm not th

  
e one
          
For so long, L

  
ondon
       
Stitches undon

e
          
Two graves, on

  
e gun
          
You'll find so

  
meone


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track 06
But Daddy I Love Him

capo 2


[Intro]




[Verse 1]


I forget how t

he west was wo

n

I forget if th

is was ever fu

n
             
I just learned

              
 these people 

     
only raise you

To cage you

Sarahs and Han

nahs in their 

Sunday best

Clutchin' thei

r pearls sighi

ng, "What a me

ss"
             
I just learned

              
 these people 

        
try and save y

ou

'Cause they hate you


[Pre-Chorus]

           
  Too high a h

              
orse for a sim

    
ple girl
         
To rise above 

it
            
  They slammed

             
 the door on m

        
y whole world
              
The one thing 

  
I wanted


[Chorus]

    
Now I'm runnin

g with my dres

s unbuttoned

 Scrеamin', "B

ut, daddy, I l

ove him"

I'm having his

 baby, no, I'm

 not

But you should

 see your face

s

I'm telling hi

m to floor it 

through thе fe

nces

 No, I'm not c

oming to my se

nses

I know it's cr

azy
             
But he's the o

ne I want


[Verse 2]


Dutiful daught

er all my plan

s were laid

Tendrils tucke

d into a woven

 braid
             
Growing up pre

              
cocious someti

    
mes means not 

growing up at 

all

He was chaos h

e was revelry

Bedroom eyes l

ike a remedy
             
Soon enough th

              
e elders had c

  
onvened down a

t the city hal

l


[Pre-Chorus]

            
 "Stay away fr

             
om her," the s

   
aboteurs
          
Protested too 

much
            
  Lord knows t

             
he words we ne

    
ver heard
              
Just screechin

           
g tires of tru

e love


[Chorus]

    
And I'm runnin

g with my dres

s unbuttoned

 Scrеamin', "B

ut, daddy, I l

ove him"

I'm having his

 baby, no, I'm

 not

But you should

 see your face

s

I'm telling hi

m to floor it 

through thе fe

nces

 No, I'm not c

oming to my se

nses

I know it's cr

azy
             
But he's the o

ne I want
             
 I'll tell you

           
 something rig

ht now
              
I'd rather bur

           
n my whole lif

e down
              
Than listen to

          
 one more seco

nd of all this

 bitchin' and 

moanin'
             
I'll tell you 

              
something 'bou

     
t my good name
              
It's mine alon

               
e to disgrace
              
I don't cater 

             
to all these v

ipers dressed 

in empaths clo

thing


[Bridge]

            
  God save the

          
 most judgment

al creeps
              
Who say they w

           
ant what's bes

t for me
              
Sanctimoniousl

              
y performing s

              
oliloquies I'l

  
l never see
              
Thinking it ca

             
n changethe be

              
at of my heart

          
 when he touch

es me

And counteract the chemistry
             
And undo the d

     
estiny
              
You ain't gott

  
a pray for me
          
Me and my wild

 boy
              
And all of thi

           
s wild joy
              
If all you wan

     
t is gray for 

me
          
Then It's just

 white noise
          
It's just my c

hoice


[Verse 3]

             
There's a lot 

              
of people in t

             
own that I bes

tow upon my fa

kest smiles
             
Scandal does f

              
unny things to

              
 pride but bri

    
ngs lovers clo

ser

We came back w

hen the heat d

ied down

Went to my par

ents and they 

came around

All the wine m

oms are still 

holding out
    
But fuck 'em, 

it's over


[Chorus]

    
Now I'm dancin

g in my dress 

in the sun and

 Even my daddy

 just loves hi

m

I'm his lady
    
And oh my God 

you should see

 your faces

Time, doesn't 

it give some p

erspective

 No, you can't

 come to the w

edding
             
I know it's cr

              
azy but he's t

   
he one I love
             
 I'll tell you

           
 something rig

ht now
              
You ain't gott

  
a pray for me
          
Me and my wild

 boy, and all 

of this wild j

oy
             
He was chaos h

                  
e was revelry
              
It's all you w

          
ant, it's gray

 for me
             
It's just whit

              
e noise, it's 

          
my choice


[Outro]

             
 Screaming, "B

              
ut, daddy, I l

        
ove him"
              
I'm having his

  
 baby
        
No, I'm not
             
But you should

          
 see your face

s
             
And oh my God 

              
you should see

            
 your faces
             
He was chaos h

                    
e was revelry

 


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track 07
Fresh Out The Slammer

capo 2


[Intro]

  


[Chorus]


Now pretty bab

y
            
I'm running ba

           
ck home to you
             
Fresh out the 

            
slammer, I kno

              
w who my first

              
 call will be 


to

(Fresh out the slammer, oh)


[Verse 1]

             
Another summer

              
, taking cover

  
, rolling thun

der
              
He don't under


stand me
             
Splintered bac

              
k in winter, s

      
ilent dinners,

 bitter
              
He was with he

  
r in dreams

Gray and blue 

and fights and

 tunnels
            
Handcuffed to 

              
the spell I wa

       
s under

For just one hour of sunshine

Years of labor

, locks and ce

ilings

In the shade o

f how he was f

eeling

 But it's gonn

a be alright, 

I did my time


[Chorus]


Now pretty bab

y
            
I'm running ba

           
ck home to you
             
Fresh out the 

            
slammer, I kno

              
w who my first

              
 call will be 


to

(Fresh out the slammer, oh)


[Verse 2]


Camera flashes

, welcome bash

es
            
Get the matche

              
s, toss the as

    
hes off the le

dge
             
As I said in m

              
y letters, now

             
 that I know b


etter
              
I will never l

       
ose my baby ag

ain

My friends tri

ed, but I woul

dn't hear it
            
Watched me dai

              
ly disappearin

  
g

For just one glimpse of his smile

All those nigh

ts you kept me

 goin'
            
Swirled you in

              
to all of my p

     
oems

Now we're at the starting line, I did my time


[Chorus]


Now pretty bab

y
    
I'm runnin'


[Outro]

             
To the house w

              
here you still

              
 wait up and t

             
hat porch ligh

t gleams (Glea

ms)
            
To the one who

              
 says I'm the 

              
girl of his Am

    
erican dreams
       
And no matter 

what I've done

, it wouldn't 

matter anyway
             
Ain't no way I

              
'm gonna screw

              
 up, now that 

              
I know what's 

         
at stake here
            
At the park wh

              
ere we used to

              
 sit on childr

  
en's swings
             
Wearing imagin

          
ary rings
             
 But it's gonn

              
a be alright, 

            
I did my time

 
  


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track 08
Florida!!! (feat. florence + The Machine)

no capo


[Verse 1]

              
You can beat t

             
he heat if you

            
 beat the char

    
ges too
              
They said I wa

            
s a cheat, I g

             
uess it must b

  
e true
             
And my friends

              
, all smell li

            
ke weed or lit

    
tle babies
             
And the city r

            
eeks of drivin

         
g myself crazy


[Pre-Chorus]

             
Little did you

           
 know your hom

e's really onl

y
  
A town you're 

just a guest i

n
             
So you work yo

         
ur life away j

ust to pay
      
For a time-sha

re down in Des

tin


[Chorus]

        
Florida
              
Is one hell of

   
 a drug
        
Florida
          
Can I use you 

up?


[Verse 2]

             
The hurricane 

              
with my name w

       
hen it came
      
I got drunk an

d I dared it t

o wash me away
             
Barricaded in 

              
the bathroom w

      
ith a bottle o

f wine
      
Well, mе and m

y ghosts, we h

ad a hell of a

 time
             
Yеs, I'm haunt

              
ed, but I'm fe

           
eling just fin

e

All my girls g

ot their lace 

and their crim

es
             
And your cheat

              
ing husband di

   
sappeared
      
Well, no one a

sks any questi

ons here


[Verse 3]

            
So I did my be

      
st to lay to r

est

All of the bod

ies that have 

ever been on m

y body
            
And in my mind

             
, they sink in

       
to the swamp
          
Is that a bad 

thing to say i

n a song?


[Pre-Chorus]

             
Little did you

           
 know your hom

e's really onl

y
    
The town you'l

l get arrested
             
So you pack yo

         
ur life away j

ust to wait ou

t
    
The shitstorm 

back in Texas


[Chorus]

        
 Florida
              
Is one hell of

   
 a drug
        
Florida
          
Can I use you 

up?


[Bridge]


I need to forg

et, so take me

 to Florida

I've got some 

regrets, I'll 

bury them in F

lorida

Tell me I'm de

spicable, say 

it's unforgiva

ble
   
At least the d

olls are beaut

iful, fuck me 

up, Florida

I need to forg

et, so take me

 to Florida

I've got some 

regrets, I'll 

bury them in F

lorida

Tell me I'm de

spicable, say 

it's unforgiva

ble
             
What a crash, 

              
what a rush, f

              
uck me up, Flo

  
rida
              
Is one hell of

   
 a drug
              
Is one hell of

   
 a drug
              
Love left me l

              
ike this and I

       
 don't want to

 exist

So take me to Florida


[Pre-Chorus]

             
Little did you

           
 know your hom

e's really onl

y
  
A town you're 

just a guest i

n (Florida)
             
So you work yo

         
ur life away j

ust to pay
      
For a time-sha

re down in Des

tin (Take me t

o Florida)
             
Little did you

           
 know your hom

e's really onl

y
    
The town you'l

l get arrested

 (Florida)
             
So you pack yo

         
ur life away j

ust to wait ou

t
    
The shitstorm 

back in Texas


[Chorus]

       
Florida
              
Is one hell of

   
 a drug
              
(Take me to) F

      
lorida
          
Can I use you 

up?
       
Florida
            
Is one hell of

 a drug
       
Florida
            
Go on, fuck me

 up


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track 09
Guilty as Sin?

no capo


[Verse 1]


Drownin' in th

e Blue Nile
              
He sent me "Do

       
wntown Lights"
              
I hadn't heard

         
 it in a while

My boredom's bone-deep
              
This cage was 

          
once just fine

Am I allowed to cry?

  I dream of c

rackin' locks
              
Throwin' my li

          
fe to the wolv

es or the ocea

n rocks
              
Crashin' into 

      
him tonight, h

e's a paradox

I'm seeing visions
             
Am I bad or ma

        
d or wise?


[Chorus]

             
What if he's w

              
ritten "mine" 

             
on my upper th

              
igh only in my

 
 mind?
              
One slip and f

       
allin' back in

to the hedge m

aze
             
 Oh, what a wa

     
y to die
              
I keep recalli

             
ng things we n

     
ever did
              
Messy top-lip 

             
kiss, how I lo

           
ng for our try

sts
             
Without ever t

ouchin' his sk

in
             
How can I be g

         
uilty as sin?


[Verse 2]

              
I keep these l

        
ongings lockеd
              
In lowercase, 

         
inside a vault
              
Somеone told m

              
e, "There's no

              
 such thing as

     
 bad thoughts

Only your actions talk

  These fatal 

fantasies
              
Giving way to 

         
labored breath

, takin' all o

f me
              
We've already 

              
done it in my 


head

If it's make-believe
              
Why does it fe

             
el like a vow 

              
we'll both uph

         
old somehow?


[Chorus]

             
What if he's w

              
ritten "mine" 

             
on my upper th

              
igh only in my

 
 mind?
              
One slip and f

       
allin' back in

to the hedge m

aze
             
 Oh, what a wa

     
y to die
              
My bedsheets a

             
re ablaze, I'v

              
e screamed his

  
 name
              
Building up li

             
ke waves, cras

              
hin' over my g

 
rave
             
Without ever t

ouching his sk

in
             
How can I be g

         
uilty as sin?


[Bridge]

             
What if I roll

              
 the stone awa

   
y?
              
They're gonna 

              
crucify me any

    
way
              
What if the wa

             
y you hold me 

              
is actually wh

    
at's holy?
              
If long suffer

             
ing propriety 

             
is what they w

ant from me
             
They don't kno

              
w how you've h

             
aunted me so s


tunningly
             
I choose you a

         
nd me, religio

usly


[Chorus]

             
What if he's w

.           
ritten "mine" 

              
on my upper th

              
igh only in my

 
 mind?
              
One slip and f

       
allin' back in

to the hedge m

aze
             
 Oh, what a wa

     
y to die
              
I keep recalli

             
ng things we n

     
ever did
              
Messy top lip 

             
kiss, how I lo

           
ng for our try

sts
             
Without ever t

ouchin' his sk

in
             
How can I be g

         
uilty as sin?


[Outro]

             
 He sent me “D

        
owntown Lights

”
              
I hadn't heard

              
 it in a while

 Am I allowed 

to cry?


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track 10
Whos Afraid of Little Old Me?

no capo


[Intro]




[Verse 1]

            
  The who’s wh

             
o of who’s tha

            
t  is poised f

  
or the attack
            
  But my bare 

      
hands paved th

eir paths
             
You don’t get 

             
to tell me abo

       
ut sad
            
If you wanted 

             
me dead you sh

              
ould’ve just s

     
aid
        
Nothing makes 

me feel more a

live


[Chorus]

             
So I leap from

              
 the gallows a

             
nd I levitate 

          
down your stre

et
              
Crash the part

             
y like a recor

              
d scratch as I

 
 scream
             
"Who’s afraid 

            
of little old 

    
me?"
             
You should be

      


[Verse 2]

           
  Her scandal 

was contained
          
  The bullet h

ad just grazed
            
  At all costs

      
 keep your goo

d name
             
You don’t get 

             
to tell me you

          
 feel bad
        
Is it a wonder

 I broke?
             
Let’s hear one

            
 morе joke
              
Then we could 


all just laugh

 until I cry


[Chorus]

             
So I leap from

              
 the gallows a

             
nd I levitate 

          
down your stre

et
              
Crash the part

             
y like a recor

              
d scratch as I

 
 scream
             
"Who’s afraid 

            
of little old 

    
me?"


[Post-Chorus]
             
I was tame, I 

              
was gentle til

             
l the circus l

            
ife made me me

an
              
Don’t you worr

             
y folks, we to

              
ok out all her

 
 teeth
             
Who’s afraid o

            
f little old m

  
e?
         
Well you shoul

d be
             
You should be,

             
 you should be
             
You should be,

     
 you should be
            
You should be




[Verse 3]

           
  So tell me e

              
verything is n

             
ot about me, b

              
ut what if it 

    
is?
              
Then say they 

             
didn’t do it t

             
o hurt me, but

              
 what if they 

   
did?
            
I wanna snarl 

              
and show you j

        
ust how distur

bed this has m

ade me
            
You wouldn’t l

              
ast an hour in

      
 the asylum wh

ere they raise

d me
            
So all you kid

              
s can sneak in

      
to my house wi

th all the cob

webs
            
I’m always dru

              
nk on my own t

       
ears, isn’t th

at what they a

ll said?
             
That I’ll sue 

             
you if you ste

        
p on my lawn
             
That I’m fears

             
ome, and I’m w

              
retched and I’

  
m wrong
             
Put narcotics 

           
into all of my

 songs
             
And that’s why

              
 you’re still 

       
singing along


[Chorus]

             
So I leap from

              
 the gallows a

             
nd I levitate 

          
down your stre

et
              
Crash the part

             
y like a recor

              
d scratch as I

 
 scream
             
"Who’s afraid 

            
of little old 

    
me?"
             
I was tame, I 

              
was gentle til

             
l the circus l

            
ife made me me

an
              
Don’t you worr

             
y folks, we to

              
ok out all her

 
 teeth
             
Who’s afraid o

            
f little old m

  
e?
         
Well you shoul

d be
             
You should be,

             
 you should be


[Outro]

             
Cause you lure

             
d me and you h

              
urt me and you

         
 taught me
             
You caged me a

             
nd then you ca

            
lled me crazy
            
I am what I am

            
 'cause you tr

         
ained me
            
So who’s afrai

       
d of me?
            
Who’s afraid o

            
f little old m

  
e?
            
Who’s afraid o

           
f little old m

e?


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track 11
I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

capo 2


[Verse 1]

            
 The smoke clo

             
ud billows out

              
 his mouth lik

             
e a freight tr

             
ain through a 

   
small town
            
 The jokes tha

             
t he told acro

              
ss the bar wer

             
e revolting an

         
d far too loud


[Chorus]

            
 They shake th

            
eir heads sayi

            
ng, "God, help

             
 her" when I t

             
ell 'em he's m

  
y man
             
But your good 

            
lord doesn't n

             
eed to lift a 


finger
             
I can fix him,

             
 no, really, I

 
 can
          
  And only I c

an


[Verse 2]

            
 The dopamine 

             
races through 

              
his brain on a

            
 six-lane Texa

      
s highway
            
 His hands so 

             
calloused from

              
 his pistol so

             
ftly traces he

          
arts on my fac

e
            
 And I could s

             
ee it from a m

ile away
             
A perfect case

             
 for my certai

        
n skill set
            
 He had a halo

        
 of the highes

t gradе
             
He just hadn't

       
 met me yеt


[Chorus]

            
 They shake th

            
eir heads sayi

            
ng, "God, help

             
 her" when I t

             
ell 'em he's m

  
y man
             
But your good 

            
lord doesn't n

             
eed to lift a 


finger
             
I can fix him,

             
 no, really, I

 
 can
          
  And only I c

an


[Bridge]

          
Good boy, that

   
's right
    
Come close
            
I'll show you 

              
Heaven if you'

            
ll be an angel

    
, all mine
            
Trust me, I ca

            
n handle me a 

              
dangerous man
             
No really, I c

an

 [Chorus]

            
 They shook th

            
eir heads sayi

            
ng, "God, help

             
 her" when I t

             
old them he's 

   
my man (I told

 them he's my 

man)
             
But your good 

            
lord doesn't n

             
eed to lift a 


finger
             
I can fix him,

             
 no, really, I

            
 can (No, real

      
ly, I can)
           
Woah, maybe I 

can't


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track 12
loml

no capo


[Intro]

  
  


[Verse 1]

             
 Who's gonna s

            
top us from wa

              
ltzing back in

     
to rekindled f

lames

If we know the steps anyway
             
 We embroidere

            
d the memories

              
 of the time I

      
 was away

Stitching, "We were just kids, babe"
             
 I said, "I do

        
n't mind, it t

akes time"

 I thought I w

as better safe

 than starry-e

yed
             
 I felt a glow

         
  like this, n

ever before an

d never since


[Chorus]

             
 If you know i

     
t in one glimp

se, it's legen

dary

 You and I go 

from one kiss 

to getting mar

ried
             
 Still alivе, 

        
killing time a

t the cemеtery

 Never quite b

uried


[Post-Chorus]

              
And your suit 

             
and tie, in th

          
e nick of time
             
You low-down b

oy, you stand-

up guy
             
Holy ghost, yo

            
u told me I'm 

              
the love of yo

   
ur life
              
You said I'm t

             
he love of you

        
r life

About a million times


[Verse 2]

             
 Who's gonna t

            
ell me the tru

              
th when you bl

              
ew in with the

          
 winds of fate

And told me I reformed you
             
 When your imp

            
ressionist pai

              
ntings of heav

              
en turned out 

      
to be fakes

Well, you took me to hell too
             
 And all at on

  
ce, the ink bl

eeds

 A con man sel

ls a fool a "g

et love quick"

 scheme
             
 I felt a hole

         
  like this, n

ever before an

d ever since


[Chorus]

             
 If you know i

     
t in one glimp

se, it's legen

dary

 What we thoug

ht was for all

 time was mome

ntary
             
 Still alive, 

        
killing time a

t the cemetery

 Never quite b

uried


[Post-Chorus]

             
You cinephile 

             
in black and w


hite
          
All those plot

 twists and dy

namite
              
Mr. Steal-Your

             
-Girl, then ma

       
ke her cry
              
Said I'm the l

            
ove of your li

fe


[Bridge]

            
  You shit-tal

              
ked me under t

   
he table
              
Talking rings 

            
and talking cr

adles

I wish I could unrecall
              
How we almost 

       
had it all
              
Dancing phanto

          
ms on the terr

ace
              
Are they secon

         
d-hand embarra

ssed
              
That I can't g

          
et out of bed
              
'Cause somethi

             
ng counterfeit

        
's dead
              
It was legenda

   
ry
              
It was momenta

    
ry

It was unnecessary

Should've let 

it stay buried


[Chorus]

              
Oh, what a val

     
iant roar
              
What a bland g

   
oodbye
           
The coward cla

imed he was a 

lion
             
I'm combing th

              
rough the brai

    
ds of lies
           
I'll never lea

ve, never mind
             
Our field of d

              
reams engulfed

    
 in fire
             
Your arson's m

atch, your som

ber eyes
              
And I'll still

            
 see until I d


ie
              
You're the los

      
s of my life


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track 13
I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

no capo


[Verse 1]

             
 I can read yo

   
ur mind
             
 She's having 

            
the time of he

r life

 There in her 

glittering pri

me
             
The lights ref

              
ract sequin st

              
ars off her si

         
lhouette every

 night
              
I can show you


 lies

(One, two, three, four)


[Chorus]


 'Cause I'm a 

real tough kid
              
I can handle m

  
y shit
              
They said, "Ba

              
be, you gotta 

              
fake it till y

              
ou make it" An

    
d I did

Lights, camera, bitch, smile

Even when you wanna die
              
He said he'd l

             
ove me all his

 
 life

But that life was too short
              
Breaking down,

           
 I hit the flo

or
              
All the piеces

              
 of me shatter

              
еd as the crow

              
d was chanting

  
 "More"

I was grinnin' like I'm winnin'
              
I was hitting 

   
my marks
              
'Cause I can d

              
o it with a br

     
oken heart (On

e, two, three)


[Post-Chorus]

              
I'm so depress

             
ed, I act like

              
 it's my birth

         
day every day
              
I'm so obsesse

             
d with him, bu

             
t he avoids me

          
 like the plag

ue
              
I cry a lot, b

             
ut I am so pro

             
ductive, it's 

   
an art
              
You know you'r

             
e good when yo

              
u can even do 

             
it with a brok

   
en heart


[Verse 2]

              
I can hold my 


breath
             
 I've been doi

            
ng it since he

 left

 I keep findin

g his things i

n drawers
        
Crucial eviden

ce, I didn't i

magine the who

le thing
             
I'm sure I can

          
 pass this tes

t

(One, two, three, four)


[Chorus]


 'Cause I'm a 

real tough kid
              
I can handle m

  
y shit
              
They said, "Ba

              
be, you gotta 

              
fake it till y

              
ou make it" An

    
d I did

Lights, camera, bitch, smile

In stilettos for miles
              
He said he'd l

             
ove me for all

 
 time

But that time was quite short
              
Breaking down,

           
 I hit the flo

or
              
All the piеces

              
 of me shatter

              
еd as the crow

              
d was chanting

  
 "More"

I was grinnin' like I'm winnin'
              
I was hitting 

   
my marks
              
'Cause I can d

              
o it with a br

     
oken heart

(One, two, three, four)


[Post-Chorus]

              
I'm so depress

             
ed, I act like

              
 it's my birth

         
day every day
              
I'm so obsesse

             
d with him, bu

             
t he avoids me

          
 like the plag

ue (He avoids 

me like the pl

ague)
              
I cry a lot, b

             
ut I am so pro

             
ductive, it's 

   
an art (It's a

n art)
              
You know you'r

             
e good when yo

              
u can even do 

             
it with a brok

   
en heart


[Outro]

You know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart
              
You know you'r

      
e good
     
Good

 'Cause I'm mi

serable (Haha)
    
And nobody eve

n knows

 Try and come 

for my job


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track 14
The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

capo 3


[Verse 1]

            
Was any of it 


true?
           
Gazing at me s

tarry-eyed
             
In your Jehova

           
h's Witness su

it
            
Who the fuck w

   
as that guy?
           
You tried to b

        
uy some pills
           
From a friend 

   
of friends of 

mine
           
They just ghos

    
ted you
           
Now you know w

       
hat it feels l

ike


[Chorus]

            
  And I don't 

             
even want you 


back, I just w

ant to know
           
  If rusting m

            
y sparkling su

mmer was the g

oal
            
  And I don't 

            
miss what we h

ad, but could 

someone give
           
  A message to

              
 the smallest 


man who ever l

ived?


[Verse 2]

            
You hung me on

      
 your wall
            
Stabbed me wit

       
h your push pi

ns
            
In public, sho

       
wed me off
            
Then sank in s

        
toned oblivion
            
'Cause once yo

            
ur queen had c

ome
            
You'd treat he

         
r likе an also

-ran
           
You didn't mea

     
sure up
           
In any measurе

 
 of a man


[Chorus]

            
 And I don't e

             
ven want you b

ack, I just wa

nt to know
            
 If rusting my

           
 sparkling sum

mer was the go

al
            
 And I don't m

            
iss what we ha

d, but could s

omeone give
            
 A message to 

             
the smallest m

an who ever li

ved?


[Verse 3]

             
Were you sent 

by someone
              
Who wanted me 

    
dead?
              
Did you sleep 

             
with a gun und

            
erneath our be

d?
              
Were you writi

     
ng a book?
              
Were you a sle

          
eper cell spy?
              
In fifty years

             
 will all this

            
 be declassifi

ed?
              
And you'll con

             
fess why you d

id it
              
And I'll say, 

      
"Good riddance

"
              
'Cause it wasn

             
't sexy once i

            
t wasn't forbi

dden
              
I would've die

           
d for your sin

s
              
Instead I just

       
 died inside
              
And you deserv

             
e prison, but 

              
you won't get 


time
              
You'll slide i

             
nto inboxes an

              
d slip through

     
 the bars
              
You crashed my

             
 party and you

         
r rental car
              
You said norma

              
l girls were "


boring"
              
But you were g

           
one by the mor

ning
              
You kicked out

             
 the stage lig

              
hts, but you'r

           
e still perfor

ming
              
And in plain s

         
ight you hid
              
But you are wh

       
at you did
              
And I'll forge

             
t you, but I'l

           
l never forgiv

e
              
The smallest m

          
an who ever li

ved


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track 15
The Alchemy

no capo


[Verse 1]

             
 This happens 

              
once every few

 
 lifetimes
             
 These chemica

              
ls hit me like

 
 white wine
     
What if I told

 you I'm back?

The hospital was a drag
      
Worst sleep th

at I ever had

I circled you on a map
  
I haven't come

 around in so 

long
    
But I'm coming

 back so stron

g


[Chorus]

         
So when I touc

h down
              
Call the amate

              
urs and cut 'e

           
m from the tea

m

Ditch the clowns, get the crown
              
Baby, I'm the 

       
one to be

'Cause the sign on your heart
              
Said it's stil

              
l reserved for

 
 me

Honestly, who are we to fight thе alchemy?


[Verse 2]


 Hey, you, wha

t if I told yo

u we'rе cool?
     
That child's p

lay back in sc

hool

Is forgiven under my rule
  
I haven't come

 around in so 

long
              
But I'm making

   
 a comeback to

 where I belon

g


[Chorus]

         
So when I touc

h down
              
Call the amate

              
urs and cut 'e

           
m from the tea

m

Ditch the clowns, get the crown
              
Baby, I'm the 

       
one to be

'Cause the sign on your heart
              
Said it's stil

              
l reserved for

 
 me

Honestly, who are we to fight thе alchemy?


[Post-Chorus]


 These blokes 

warm the bench

es
              
We've been on 

          
a winning stre

ak
              
He jokes that 

              
"It's heroin, 

              
but this time 

        
with an E"

'Cause the sign on your heart
              
Said it's stil

              
l reserved for

 
 me

Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?


[Bridge]


 Shirts off, a

nd your friend

s lift you up,

 over their he

ads

 Beer stickin'

 to the floor,

 cheers chante

d 'cause they 

said
             
"There was no 

              
chance trying 

              
to be the grea

            
test in the le

ague"
              
Where's the tr

              
ophy? He just 

              
comes, running

         
 over to me


[Chorus]


Touch down
              
Call the amate

              
urs and cut 'e

           
m from the tea

m

Ditch the clowns, get the crown
              
Baby, I'm the 

       
one to be

'Cause the sign on your heart
              
Said it's stil

              
l reserved for

 
 me

Honestly, who are we to fight thе alchemy?


[Post-Chorus]


 These blokes 

warm the bench

es
              
We've been on 

          
a winning stre

ak
              
He jokes that 

              
"It's heroin, 

              
but this time 

        
with an E"

'Cause the sign on your heart
              
Said it's stil

              
l reserved for

 
 me

Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?


[Outro]

             
 This happens 

              
once every few

 
 lifetimes
             
 These chemica

              
ls hit me like

 
 white wine

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track 16
Clara Bow

no capo


[Intro]


   
   


[Verse 1]

          
You look like 

 
    Clara Bow
          
In this light,

   
 remarkable
         
All your life,


  did you know
           
You'd be picke

  
d     like a r

ose?


[Pre-Chorus]

             
 I'm not tryin

       
g to exaggerat

e
              
But I think I 

      
might die if i

t happened
            
Die if it happ

        
ened to me
             
No one in my s

             
mall town thou

              
ght I'd see th

            
e lights of Ma

       
nhattan


[Chorus]

             
This town is f

        
ake but you're

 the real thin

g
            
Breath of fres

              
h air through 


smoke rings
             
Take the glory

  
, give everyth

ing
           
Promise to be 

dazzling


[Instrumental]

   
   


[Verse 2]

          
You look like 

            
     Stevie Ni

        
cks in '75

The hair and l

ips
           
The crowd goes

            
 wild at her f


ingertips
           
Half moonshinе

        
, a full eclip

se


[Pre-Chorus]

             
 I'm not tryin

       
g to exaggеrat

e
              
But I think I 

            
might die if I

         
 made it, die 

if I made it
             
 No one in my 

            
small town tho

              
ught I'd meet 

      
these suits in

 LA
     
They all want 

to say


[Chorus]

             
This town is f

        
ake but you're

 the real thin

g
            
Breath of fres

              
h air through 


smoke rings
             
Take the glory

  
, give everyth

ing
           
Promise to be 

dazzling


[Verse 3]

             
The crown is s

            
tained, but yo

u're the real 

queen
            
Flesh and bloo

   
d amongst war 

machines
             
You're the new

     
 god we're wor

shipping
           
Promise to be 

dazzling


[Bridge]

             
Beauty is a be

             
ast that roars

             
 down on all f

             
ours demanding

 
 more
             
Only when your

             
 girlish glow 

              
flickers just 


so
              
Do they let yo

  
u know?
         
It's hell on  

          
earth to be  h

  
eavenly
         
Them's the bra

           
kes, they don'

       
t come gently


[Outro]

          
You look like 

 
    Taylor Swi

ft
          
In this light,

       
 we're loving 

it
           
You've got edg

      
e, she never d

id
           
The future's b

      
right,    dazz

ling

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The Anthology
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track 17
The Black Dog

no capo


[Intro]




[Verse 1]

             
I am someone w

         
ho until recen

t events
              
You shared you

  
r secrets with
             
And your locat

              
ion, you forgo

             
t to turn it o

ff
              
And so I watch

    
 as you walk
              
Into some bar 

           
called The Bla

ck Dog
              
And pierce new

          
 holes in my h

eart
              
You forgot to 

          
turn it off


[Pre-Chorus]

       
And it hits me
           
I just don't u

    
nderstand


[Chorus]

              
How you don't 


miss me
             
In The Black D

            
og, when someo

             
ne plays The S

tarting Line
             
And you jump u

             
p, but she's t

              
oo young to kn

   
ow this song
             
That was inter

              
twined in the 

            
magic fabric o

            
f our dreaming
            
Old habits die

   
 screaming


[Verse 2]

             
I move through

              
 the world wit

          
h a heart brok

en
              
My longing sta

     
te unspoken
              
And I may neve

             
r open up thе 

              
way I did for 


you
              
And all of tho

        
se best laid p

lans
              
You said I nee

      
ded a bravе ma

n
              
Then proceeded

    
 to play him
              
Until I believ

        
ed it too


[Pre-Chorus]

       
And it kills m

e
           
I just don't u

    
nderstand


[Chorus]

              
How you don't 


miss me
             
In the shower,

            
 and remember 

       
how my rain-so

aked body
             
Was shaking, d

      
o you hate me?
            
Was it hazing 

      
for a cruel fr

aternity?
             
I pledged, and

           
 I still mean 

  
it
            
Old habits die

   
 screaming


[Bridge]

             
Six weeks of b

reathing clean

 air
              
I still miss t

   
he smoke
              
Were you makin

         
g fun of me?
              
With some esot

     
eric joke?
              
Now I wanna se

      
ll my house
              
And set fire t

         
o all my cloth

es
             
And hire a pri

              
est to come an

             
d exorcise my 

       
demons


[Chorus]

              
Even if I die 

        
screa----ming-

  
ing
              
And I hope you

       
  hear   it-it

  
-it
              
And I hope it'

             
s shitty in Th

  
e Black Dog
            
When someone p

             
lays the start

              
ing line and y

   
ou jump up
             
But she's too 

              
young to know 


this song
             
That was inter

              
twined in the 

             
tragic fabric 

       
of my dreaming
             
This tail betw

             
een your legs,

         
 you're leavin

g


[Outro]

            
I still can't 

        
believe it
            
'Cause old hab

         
its die scream

ing


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track 18
imgonnagetyouback

capo 2


[Intro]


Yeah


[Verse 1]

            
Lilac short sk

              
irt, the one t

              
hat fits me li

   
ke skin

Did your resea

rch, you knew 

the price goin

g in
              
And I'll tell 

    
you one thing,

 honey
              
I can tell whe

              
n somebody sti

   
ll wants me, c

ome clean
              
Standing at th

              
e bar like som

         
ething's funny

, bubbly

Once you fix your face, I'm going in (Yeah)


[Chorus]


 Whether I'm g

onna be your w

ife, or
              
Gonna smash up

             
 your bike, I 

haven't decide

d yet
              
But I'm gonna 

        
get you back

Whether I'm gonna curse you out, or

Take you back to my house, I haven't decidеd yet
              
But I'm gonna 

        
get you back


[Post-Chorus]

              
I-I hear thе w

              
hispers in you

  
r eyes
              
Oh, make you w

           
anna think twi

ce
              
You'll find th

              
at you were ne

        
ver not mine

(You're mine)


[Verse 2]

            
Small talk, bi

              
g walk, act li

              
ke I don't car

           
e what you did
       
I'm an Aston M

artin that you

 steered strai

ght into the d

itch

Then ran and hid
              
And I'll tell 

    
you one thing,

 honey
              
I can take the

              
 upper hand an

  
d touch your b

ody
              
Flip the scrip

              
t and leave yo

         
u like a dumb 

house party

Or I might just love you 'til the end (Ah-ah-ah)


[Chorus]


 Whether I'm g

onna be your w

ife, or
              
Gonna smash up

             
 your bike, I 

haven't decide

d yet
              
But I'm gonna 

        
get you back

Whether I'm gonna flip you off, or

Pull you into the closet, I haven't decided yet
              
But I'm gonna 

        
get you back


[Post-Chorus]

              
I-I hear thе w

              
hispers in you

  
r eyes
              
Oh, make you w

           
anna think twi

ce
              
You'll find th

              
at you were ne

        
ver not mine

(You're mine)


[Bridge]


  I can feel i

t coming, hone

y, in the way 

you move

Push the reset

 button, we're

 becoming some

thing new

Say you got so

mebody else, s

ay, "I got som

eone too"

Even if it's handcuffed, I'm leaving here with you

Bygones will b

e bygone, eras

 fading into g

rey (Fading in

to grey)

Rebuild all th

e pieces, but 

still wanna pl

ay the game (O

h)

Told my friend

s I hate you, 

but I love you

 just the same

Pick your pois

on, babe, I'm 

poison either 

way (Ha)


[Chorus]

N.C.
Whether I'm gonna be your wife, or
              
Gonna smash up

             
 your bike, I 

haven't decide

d yet
              
But I'm gonna 

        
get you back

Whether I'm gonna curse you out, or

Take you back to my house, I haven't decided yet
              
But I'm gonna 

        
get you back


[Post-Chorus]

              
I-I hear thе w

              
hispers in you

  
r eyes
              
Oh, make you w

           
anna think twi

ce
              
You'll find th

              
at you were ne

        
ver not mine


[Outro]

                  N.C.
I'm gonna get you back


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track 19
The Albatross

no capo


[Intro]




[Verse 1]

       
Wise men once 

said
             
"Wild winds ar

  
e death to the

 candle"
           
A rose by any 

     
other name is 

a scandal
           
Cautions issue

   
d, he stood

Shooting the m

essengers
            
They tried to 

            
warn him about

     
 her


[Chorus]

            
 Cross your th

              
oughtless hear

 
t
             
Only liquor an

         
oints you
             
She's the alba

      
tross
       
She is here to

 destroy you


[Verse 2]

       
Wise men once 

said
        
"One bad seed 

kills the gard

en"
           
"One less temp

             
tress, one les

  
s dagger to sh

arpen"
           
Locked me up i

  
n towers
             
But I'd visit 

               
in your dreams
              
And they tried

             
 to warn you a

       
bout me


[Chorus]

            
 Cross your th

              
oughtless hear

 
t
             
Only liquor an

         
oints you
             
She's the alba

      
tross
       
She is here to

 destroy you
            
 Devils that y

        
ou know
            
Raise worse he

ll than a stra

nger
            
 She's the dea

             
th you chose
          
You're in terr

ible danger


[Bridge]

           
    And when t

             
hat sky rains 

         
fire on you
              
And you're per

            
sona non grata
              
I'll tell you 

            
how I've been 

        
there too
             
And that none 

      
of it matters


[Verse 3]

           
Wise men once 

     
read fake news
    
And they belie

ved it
           
Jackals raised

       
 their hackles
    
You couldn't c

onceive it
           
You were sleep

             
ing soundly wh

        
en they dragge

d you from you

r bed
            
  And I tried 

            
to warn you ab

         
out them


[Chorus]

             
So I crossed m

             
y thoughtless 

     
heart
             
Spread my wing

              
s like a parac

    
hute
             
I'm the albatr

    
oss
           
I swept in at 

the rescue
          
 The devil tha

t you know
          
  Looks now mo

re like an ang

el
        
 I'm the life 

you chose
            
  And all this

             
 terrible dang

            
er (Ah-ah-ah-a

 
h)
             
This terrible 

             
danger (Ah-ah-

     
ah-ah)


[Outro]

             
 So cross your

             
 thoughtless h

            
eart (Ah-ah-ah

    
-ah)
          
 She's the alb

atross (Ah-ah-

ah-ah)
     
She is here to

 destroy you


--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
track 20
Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus

no capo


[Verse 1]

     
Your hologram 

stumbled into 

my apartment

Hands in the h

air of somebod

y in darkness
      
Named Chloe or

 Sam or Sophia

 or Marcus
    
And I just wat

ched it happen

 As the decade

 would play us

 for fools
    
And you saw my

 bones out wit

h somebody new
    
Who seemed lik

e he would've 

bullied you in

 school
    
And you just w

atched it happ

en


[Chorus]

            
  If you want 

            
to break my co

ld, cold heart
             
Just say, "I l

              
oved you the w

            
ay that you we

re"
            
  If you want 

           
to tear my wor

ld apart
              
Just say you'v

          
e always wonde

red


[Verse 2]


 You said some

 things that I

 can't unabsor

b

You turned me 

into an idea o

f sorts

You needed me,

 but you neede

d drugs more
      
And I couldn't

 watch it happ

en
  
I changed into

 goddesses, vi

llains, and fo

ols

Changed plans 

and lovers and

 outfits and r

ules

All to outrun 

my desertion o

f you
    
And you just w

atched it


[Chorus]

            
  If you want 

            
to break my co

ld, cold heart
             
Just say, "I l

              
oved you the w

            
ay that you we

re"
            
  If you want 

           
to tear my wor

ld apart
              
Just say you'v

          
e always wonde

red


[Bridge]

       
If the glint i

n my eye trace

d the depths o

f your sigh
          
Down that pass

age in time
              
Back to the mo

       
ment I crashed

 into you

Like so many wrecks do
      
Too impaired b

y my youth
              
To know what t

  
o do

So if I sell my apartment
    
And you have s

ome kids with 

an internet st

arlet
             
Will that make

              
 your memory f

              
ade from this 

          
scarlet maroon

?

Like it never happened
      
Could it be en

ough to just f

loat in your o

rbit?
    
Can we watch o

ur phantoms li

ke watching wi

ld horses?

Cooler in theo

ry, but not if

 you force it
   
To be, it just

 didn't happen


[Chorus]

            
  So if you wa

              
nt to break my

 
 cold, cold he

art
             
Say you loved 

   
me
            
  And if you w

              
ant to tear my

 
 world apart
             
Say you'll alw

      
ays wonder


[Outro]

  
             
'Cause I wonde

  
r
       
Will I always
             
Will I always 

  
wonder?


--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
track 21
How Did It End

capo 3


[Intro]

  
         
(Uh-oh, uh-oh-

oh-oh)


[Verse 1]

             
 We hereby con


duct
                 
This post-mortem
            
He was a hot h

      
ouse flower to

 my outdoorsme

n
             
 Our maladies 

     
were such
                       
We could not cure them
            
And so a touch

              
 that was my b

 
irth right bec

ame foreign


[Chorus]

             
 Come one come

 
 all
             
It's happ'nin'

  
 again
             
The empathetic

           
 hunger descen

ds
              
 We'll tell no-one
            
'Cept all of o

     
ur friends
            
We must know
            
How did it end

   
?
         
(Uh-oh, uh-oh-


oh-oh)


[Verse 2]

             
 We were blind

            
 to unforeseen

               
 circumstances
            
We learn the r

             
ight steps to 

              
diffеrent danc

             
es (Oh, oh-oh)
             
And fell victi

            
m to intеrlope

           
rs glances
            
Lost the game 

             
of chance, wha

              
t are the chan

      
ces?
             
Soon they'll g

              
o home to thei

            
r husbands
            
Smug 'cause th

              
ey know they c

              
an trust him
            
Then feverishl

              
y calling thei

   
r cousins (Oh,

 oh)


[Chorus]

             
 Guess who we 

            
ran into at th

  
e shops?
            
Walking in cir

             
cles like she 

     
was lost
          
Didn't you hea

r?
             
They called it

     
 all off
             
One gasp and t

     
hen
  
How did it end

?


[Instrumental]

   
   


[Bridge]

            
  Say it once 

           
again with fee

ling
              
How the death 

        
rattle breathi

ng
              
Silenced as th

           
e soul was lea

ving
              
The deflation 

       
of our dreamin

g
              
Leaving me ber

        
eft and reelin

g
              
My beloved gho

       
st and me
             
Sitting in a t

ree
         
D-Y-I-N-G


[Pre-Chorus]

            
It's happening

       
 again
            
How did it end

   
?
            
I can't preten

             
d like I under

stand
          
How did it end

?


[Chorus]

             
 Come one come

 
 all
            
It's happening

  
 again
             
The empathetic

             
 hunger descen


ds
              
We'll tell no-one
            
Except all of 

     
our friends
              
But I still do

    
n't know
             
How did it end

 
?


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track 23
So High School

no capo


[Intro]

  
  


[Verse 1]

           
I  feel so hig

              
h school every

      
 time I look a

t you
           
 I wanna find 

             
you in a crowd

        
 just to hide 

from you


[Chorus]

         
And in a blink

 of a crinklin

g eye
    
I'm sinking, o

ur fingers ent

wined
       
Cheeks pink in

 the twinkling

 lights

Tell me 'bout 

the first time

 you saw me
     
I'll drink wha

t you think an

d I'm high
     
From smoking y

our jokes all 

damn night
    
The brink of a

 wrinkle in ti

me

Bittersweet 16

 suddenly


[Post-Chorus]

             
I'm watching A

          
merican Pie wi

th you on a Sa

turday night
             
Your friends a

    
re around, so 

be quiet

I'm trying to 

stifle my sigh

s
            
'Cause I  feel

             
 so high schoo

            
l every time I

             
 look at you, 

              
but look at yo

   
u
            
Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba


[Verse 2]

              
Are you gonna 


marry, kiss, o

r kill me (Kil

l me)
     
It's just a ga

me, but really

 (Really)
            
I'm bettin' on

          
 all three for

 us two (All t

hree)
       
Get my car doo

r, isn't that 

sweet? (That s

weet)
     
Then pull me t

o the backsеat

 (Backseat)
            
No one's evеr 

            
had me (Had me

), not like yo

u


[Bridge]


Truth, dare, s

pin bottles

You know how t

o ball, I know

 Aristotle

 Brand new, fu

ll throttle

Touch me while

 your bros pla

y Grand Theft 

Auto
     
It's true, swe

ar, scouts hon

or
    
You knew what 

you wanted, an

d, boy, you go

t her

Brand new, ful

l throttle

You already kn

ow, babe


[Verse 3]

           
I  feel like l

              
aughing in the

       
 middle of pra

ctice
             
To that impres

             
sion you did o

       
f your dad aga

in
             
I'm hearing vo

           
ices like a ma

dman


[Chorus]

         
And in a blink

 of a crinklin

g eye
    
I'm sinking, o

ur fingers ent

wined
       
Cheeks pink in

 the twinkling

 lights

Tell me 'bout 

the first time

 you saw me
     
I'll drink wha

t you think an

d I'm high
     
From smoking y

our jokes all 

damn night
    
The brink of a

 wrinkle in ti

me

Been a sweet 1

6 suddenly


[Post-Chorus]

             
I'm watching A

              
merican Pie wi

   
th you on a Sa

turday night
     
Your friends a

re around, so 

be quiet
    
I'm trying to 

stifle my sigh

s
             
'Cause I feel 

             
so high school

              
 (So high scho

            
ol) every time

   
 I look at you

, but look at 

you


[Outro]


Truth, dare, s

pin bottles

You know how t

o ball, I know

 Aristotle

Brand new, ful

l throttle

Touch me while

 your bros pla

y Grand Theft 

Auto
     
It's true, swe

ar, scouts hon

or
    
You knew what 

you wanted, an

d, boy, you go

t her

Brand new, ful

l throttle

You already kn

ow, babe
              
You already kn

        
ow, babe


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track 24
I Hate It Here

no capo


[Verse 1]


Quick, quick
              
Tell me someth

              
ing awful like

           
 you are a poe

t
              
Trapped inside

              
 the body of a

         
 finance guy

Tell me all your secrets

All you'll ever be is

My eternal consolation prize
            
  You see I wa

              
s a debutante 

           
in another lif

e, but
              
Now I seem to 

              
be scared to g

     
o outside

If comfort is a construct, I don't believe in good luck

Now that I know what's what


[Chorus]

  
I hate it here

 so I will go 

to

Secret gardens in my mind

People need a 

key to get to

The only one is mine
             
I read about i

              
t in a book wh

              
en I was a pre

        
cocious child

No mid-sized city hopes and small-town fears
             
 I'm there mos

              
t of the year 

              
'cause I hate 

      
it here
             
I hate it here

 


[Verse 2]

My friends use

d to play a ga

me where
              
We would pick 

  
a decade
              
We wished we c

              
ould live in i

          
nstead of this

I'd say the 1830s but without all the racists

And getting married off for the highest bid
            
  Everyone wou

              
ld look down '

              
cause it wasn'

  
t fun now
              
Seems like it 

              
was never even

              
 fun back then

Nostalgia is a mind's trick

If I'd been there, I'd hate it

It was freezing in the palace


[Chorus]

  
I hate it here

 so I will go 

to

Lunar valleys in my mind

When they foun

d a better pla

net

Only the gentle survived
  
I dreamed abou

t it in the da

rk
              
The night I fe

              
lt like I migh

    
t die

No mid-sized city hopes and small-town fears
             
 I'm there mos

              
t of the year 

              
'cause I hate 

      
it here
              
I hate it here

 


[Bridge]

    
I'm lonely, bu

t I'm good

I'm bitter, but I swear I'm fine
             
I'll save all 

              
my romanticism

              
 for my inner 

              
life and I'll 

          
get lost on pu

rpose
              
This place mad

         
e me feel wort

hless
            
Lucid dreams l

             
ike electricit

             
y, the current

              
 flies through

             
 me and in my 

              
fantasies I ri

    
se above it
    
And way up the

re, I actually

 love it


[Chorus]

  
I hate it here

 so I will go 

to

Secret gardens in my mind

People need a 

key to get to

The only one is mine
             
I read about i

              
t in a book wh

              
en I was a pre

        
cocious child

No mid-sized city hopes and small-town fears
             
 I'm there mos

              
t of the year 

              
'cause I hate 

      
it here
             
I hate it here


[Outro]


Quick, quick

Tell me something awful
              
Like you are a

 
 poet
              
Trapped inside

              
 the body of a

             
 finance guy

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track 24
thanK you aIMee

no capo


[Intro]

   


[Verse 1]

             
 When I pictur

     
e my hometown
          
There's a bron

ze spray-tanne

d statue of yo

u
             
 And a plaque 

     
underneath it
             
That threatens

              
 to push me do

       
wn the stairs,

 at our school


[Pre-Chorus]

             
And it was alw

             
ays the same s

    
earing pain

But I dreamed that one day, I could say


[Chorus]

             
 All that time

              
 you were thro

             
win' punches, 

              
I was buildin'


 somethin'
              
And I can't fo

              
rgive the way 

            
you made me fe

el
              
Screamed "Fuck

              
 you, Aimee" t

             
o the night sk

              
y, as the bloo

     
d was gushin'
              
But I can't fo

              
rget the way y

             
ou made me hea

    
l


[Verse 2]

             
 And it wasn't

             
 a fair fight,

      
 or a clean ki

ll

Each time that Aimee stomped across my gravе
             
 And then she 

      
wrote hеadline

s
             
In the local p

              
aper, laughing

         
 at each baby 

step I'd take


[Pre-Chorus]

             
And it was alw

             
ays the same s

     
earing pain

But I prayed that one day, I could say


[Chorus]

             
 All that time

              
 you were thro

             
win' punches, 

             
I was buildin'

 somethin'
              
And I couldn't

              
 wait to show 

            
you it was rea

l
              
Screamed "Fuck

              
 you, Aimee" t

             
o the night sk

              
y, as the bloo

     
d was gushin'
              
But I can't fo

              
rget the way y

           
ou made me hea

l


[Post-Chorus]

              
Everyone knows

             
 that my mothe

             
r is a saintly

 woman

But she used to say she wished that you were dead
             
 So I pushed e

              
ach boulder up

           
 that hill
              
Your words wer

             
e still just r

ingin' in my h

ead, ringin' i

n my head


[Bridge]

            
I wrote a thou

              
sand songs tha

      
t you find unc

ool
             
I built a lega

             
cy which you c

an't undo
            
But when I cou

              
nt the scars, 

          
there's a mome

nt of truth
             
That there wou

              
ldn't be this,

             
 if there hadn

             
't been you


[Verse 3]

             
 And maybe you

      
've reframed i

t
    
And in your mi

nd, you never 

beat my spirit

 black and blu

e
             
 I don't think

        
 you've change

d much
             
And so I chang

              
ed your name, 

        
and any real d

efining clues
             
And one day, y

              
our kid comes 

     
home singin'
  
A song that on

ly us two is g

onna know is a

bout you, 'cau

se—


[Chorus]

             
 All that time

              
 you were thro

             
win' punches, 

              
it was all for


 nothin'
              
And our town, 

              
it looks so sm

              
all, from way 

       
up here
              
Screamed "Than

              
k you, Aimee" 

             
to the night s

              
ky, and the st

       
ars are stunni

n'
              
'Cause I can't

              
 forget the wa

              
y you made me 


heal


[Post-Chorus]

              
Everyone knows

             
 that my mothe

             
r is a saintly

 woman

But she used to say she wished that you were dead
             
 So I pushed e

              
ach boulder up

           
 that hill
              
Your words wer

             
e still just r

ingin' in my h

ead, ringin' i

n my head


[Outro]

           
 Thank you, Ai

mee
            
 Thank you, Ai

      
mee


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track 26
I Look In Peoples Windows

capo 2


[Intro]

 


[Verse 1]


I had died the

 tiniest death

I spied the catch in your breath

Out, out, out,

 out, out, out

Northbound I g

ot carried awa

y

As you boarded your train

South, south, 

south, south, 

south, south


[Pre-Chorus]


A feather take

n by the wind 

blowing

 I'm afflicted

 by the not kn

owing so


[Chorus]

        
I look in peop

le's windows

 Transfixed by

 rose golden g

lows
            
  They have th

             
eir friends ov

             
er to drink ni

      
ce wine
          
I look in peop

le's windows

 In case you'r

e at their tab

le
            
  What if your

             
 eyes looked u

      
p and met mine
            
One more time




[Verse 2]


You had stoppe

d and tiltеd y

our head

I still ponder what it meant

Now, now, now,

 now, now, now

I triеd search

ing faces on s

treets

What are the chances you'd be

Downtown, down

town, downtown


[Pre-Chorus]


  Does it feel

 alright to no

t know me?

 I'm addicted 

to the "if onl

y"


[Chorus]

           
So I look in p

eople's window

s

 Like I'm some

 deranged weir

do
           
  I attend Chr

              
istmas parties

           
 from outside
          
I look in peop

le's windows
             
 In case you'r

              
e at their tab

 
le
             
What if your e

              
yes looked up 

    
and met mine

One more time


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track 26
The Prophecy

capo 1


[Intro]

   


[Verse 1]


  Hand on the 

throttle

Thought I caug

ht lightning i

n a bottle
             
Oh, but it's g

     
one again

  And it was w

ritten

I got cursed l

ike Eve got bi

tten
             
Oh, was it pun

   
ishment?

  Pad around w

hen I get home

   I guess a l

esser woman wo

uld've lost ho

pe

 A greater wom

an wouldn't be

g

 But I looked 

to the sky and

 said


[Chorus]


Please
              
I've been on m

  
y knees
              
Change the pro

   
phecy

Don't want money
             
Just someone w

              
ho wants my co

   
mpany
              
Let it once be

 
 me
              
Who do I have 

   
to speak to
              
About if they 

    
can redo the p

rophecy?


[Verse 2]


  Cards on thе

 table

Mine play out 

like fools in 

a fablе
             
Oh, it was sin

             
king in (Sinki

         
ng in, oh)

Slow is the quicksand

Poison blood f

rom the wound 

of the pricked

 hand
             
Oh, still I dr

       
eam of him


[Chorus]


Please
              
I've been on m

  
y knees
              
Change the pro

   
phecy

Don't want money
             
Just someone w

              
ho wants my co

   
mpany
              
Let it once be

 
 me
              
Who do I have 

   
to speak to
              
About if they 

    
can redo the p

rophecy?


[Bridge]


 And I sound l

ike an infant

Feeling like t

he very last d

rops of an ink

 pen

 A greater wom

an stays cool

 But I howl li

ke a wolf at t

he moon

 And I look un

stable

Gathered with 

a coven 'round

 a sorceress' 

table

 A greater wom

an has faith

 But even stat

ues crumble if

 they're made 

to wait
             
I'm so afraid 

  
I sealed my fa

te
           
No sign of sou

lmates
             
I'm just a pap

             
erweight, in s

hades of greig

e
             
Spending my la

              
st coin so som

             
eone will tell

              
 me it'll be o

    
kay


[Break]

   
Ooh
   
Ooh
    
Ooh
   
Ooh


[Chorus]


Please
              
I've been on m

  
y knees
              
Change the pro

   
phecy

Don't want money
             
Just someone w

              
ho wants my co

   
mpany
              
Let it once be

 
 me
              
Who do I have 

   
to speak to
              
About if they 

             
can redo the p

        
rophecy?
              
Who do I have 

           
to speak to
              
To change the 

         
prophecy?


[Outro]


Hand on the throttle

Thought I caug

ht lightning i

n a bottle
             
Oh, but it's g

 
one again

 Pad around wh

en I get home

   I guess a l

esser woman wo

uld've lost ho

pe

 A greater wom

an wouldn't be

g
             
 But I looked 

              
to the sky and

       
 said (Please)


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track 27
Cassandra

capo 3


[Verse 1]

            
I was in my ne

             
w house placin

  
g daydreams
              
Patching up th

           
e crack along 


the wall
              
I pass it and 

            
lose track of 

        
what I'm sayin

g
              
'Cause that's 

            
where I was wh

        
en I got the c

all


[Pre-Chorus]

           
  When the fir

           
st stone's thr

own, they're s

creaming
           
  In the stree

              
ts, there's a 


raging riot
           
  When it's "B

        
urn the bitch,

" they're shri

eking
           
  When the tru

         
th comes out, 

it's quiet


[Chorus]

           
   So, they ki

        
lled Cassandra

 first 'cause 

she feared the

 worst
            
  And tried to

         
 tell the town
           
   So, they fi

        
lled my cell w

ith snakes, I 

regret to say
           
  Do you belie

      
ve me now?


[Verse 2]

            
I was in my to

           
wer weaving ni

ghtmares
              
Twisting all m

         
y smiles into 

snarls
              
They say, "Wha

            
t doesn't kill

             
 you makes you

 
 aware"
              
What happens i

           
f it becomes w

   
ho you are?


[Chorus]

           
   So, they ki

        
lled Cassandra

 first 'cause 

she feared the

 worst
            
  And tried to

         
 tell the town
           
   So, they se

     
t my life in f

lames, I regre

t to say
           
  Do you belie

      
ve me now?


[Bridge]

             
 They knew, th

            
ey knew, they 

         
knew the whole

 time

That I was onto something
             
 The family, t

            
he pure greed,

              
 the Christian

 
 chorus line

They all said nothing
             
 Blood's thick

     
 but nothing l

ike a payroll

 Bet they neve

r spared a pra

yer for my sou

l
             
 You can mark 

            
my words that 

       
I said it firs

t
              
In a morning w

              
arning, no one

       
  heard


[Verse 3]

              
I patched up t

           
he crack along

 
 the wall
              
I pass it and 

            
lose track of 

        
what I'm sayin

g
              
'Cause that's 

            
where I was wh

        
en I lost it a

ll


[Chorus]

           
   So, they ki

        
lled Cassandra

 first 'cause 

she feared the

 worst
            
  And tried to

         
 tell the town
           
   So, they fi

        
lled my cell w

ith snakes, I 

regret to say
           
  Do you belie

      
ve me now?


[Bridge]

           
Ah, ah-ah-ah, 


ah

I was onto som
       
Ah-ah-ah, ah

ething

They all said nothing
             
 Blood's thick

            
 but nothing l

         
ike a payroll

Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul
             
You can mark m

            
y words that I

         
 said it first
              
In a morning w

             
arning, no one

       
 heard
             
No one heard, 

             
not a single w

       
ord  was heard


[Outro]

             
 When the firs

            
t stone's thro

              
wn, they're sc

   
reaming

In the streets, there's a raging riot
             
 When it's "Bu

            
rn the bitch,"

              
 they're shrie


king
              
When the truth

              
 comes out, it

        
's quiet
     
It's so quiet

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track 28
Peter

no capo


[Intro]

   
 


[Verse 1]


Forgive me, Pe

ter
   
My lost fearle

ss leader
   
In closets lik

e cedar
             
Preserved from

              
 when we were 

     
just kids
              
Is it somethin

    
g I did?
    
The goddess of

 timing
     
Once found us 

beguiling
    
She said she w

as trying

Peter, was she

 lying?
             
My ribs get th

              
e feeling she 


did


[Pre-Chorus]

           
And I didn't w

     
anna come down
            
I thought it w

           
as just goodby

e for now


[Chorus]

    
You said you w

ere gonna grow

 up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Said you were 

gonna grow up

Thеn you were 

gonna come fin

d mе

Said you were 

gonna grow up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Words from the

 mouths of bab

es
            
Promises ocean

       
s deep
             
But never to k

      
eep
             
Oh, never to k

    
eep


[Verse 2]

        
Are you still 

a mind reader?
  
A natural scen

e stealer?
     
I've heard gre

at things, Pet

er
             
But life was a

             
lways easier o

n you
              
Than it was on

 
 me
    
And sometimes 

it gets me
     
When crossing 

your jet strea

m
            
We both did th

              
e best we coul

  
d do
              
Underneath the

 
 same moon
              
In different g

    
alaxies


[Pre-Chorus]

           
And I didn't w

     
anna hang arou

nd
            
We said it was

         
 just goodbye 

for now


[Chorus]

    
You said you w

ere gonna grow

 up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Said you were 

gonna grow up

Thеn you were 

gonna come fin

d mе

Said you were 

gonna grow up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Words from the

 mouths of bab

es
            
Promises ocean

       
s deep
             
But never to k

      
eep
             
Never to keep




[Bridge]

              
And I won't co

             
nfess that I w

             
aited, but I l


et the lamp bu

rn
             
As the men mas

            
queraded, I ho

ped you'd retu

rn
             
With your feet

              
 on the ground

          
, tell me all 

that you'd lea

rned
             
'Cause love's 

              
never lost whe

      
n perspective 

is earned
             
And you said y

              
ou'd come and 

            
get me, but yo

u were twenty-

five
             
And the shelf 

              
life of those 

     
fantasies has 

expired
             
Lost to the "L

          
ost Boys" chap

ter of your li

fe
             
Forgive me, Pe

            
ter, please kn

ow that I trie

d
            
To hold on (Ho

              
ld on) to the 


days (To the d

ays)
              
When you were 


mine
            
But the woman 

              
who sits by th

  
e window
              
Has turned out

          
 the light


[Chorus]

    
You said you w

ere gonna grow

 up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me
            
Said you were 

              
gonna grow up
    
You said you w

ere gonna grow

 up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me
            
Said you were 

              
gonna grow up
    
You said you w

ere gonna grow

 up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Said you were 

gonna grow up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Said you were 

gonna grow up

Then you were 

gonna come fin

d me

Words from the

 mouths of bab

es
            
Promises ocean

       
s deep
        
But never to k

eep


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track 29
The Bolter

no capo


[Intro]




[Verse 1]

             
 By all accoun

              
ts, she almost

 
 drowned
              
When she was s

             
ix in frigid w

ater
              
And I can conf

        
irm she made
              
A curious chil

          
d, ever revile

d
              
By everyone ex

             
cept her own f

ather
              
With a quite b

          
ewitching face
              
Splendidly sel

              
fish, charming

   
ly helpless
              
Excellent fun 

              
'til you get t

  
o know her
              
Then she runs 

            
like it's a ra

ce
              
Behind her bac

              
k, her best ma

    
tes laughed
              
And they nickn

              
amed her "The 


Bolter"


[Chorus]


Started with a

 kiss
              
"Oh, we must s

              
top meeting li

   
ke this"
              
But it always 

              
ends up with a

          
 town car spee

ding

Out the drive one evening

Ended with the

 slam of a doo

r
              
Then he'll cal

        
l her a whore

Wish he wouldn't be sore
              
But as she was

 
 leaving

It felt like breathing
             
 All her fucki

   
n' lives
              
Flashed before

     
 her eyes
             
 It feels like

     
 the time
              
She fell throu

       
gh the ice
              
Then came out 

  
alive


[Verse 2]

              
He was a cad, 

           
wanted her bad
              
Just like any 

            
good trophy hu

nter
              
And she liked 

           
the way he tas

tes
              
Taming a bear,

            
 making him ca

re
              
Watching him j

              
ump then pulli

       
ng him under
              
And at first b

              
lush, this is 


fate
              
When it's all 

              
roses, portrai

  
t poses
              
Central Park L

            
ake in tiny ro

wboats
              
What a charmin

         
g Saturday
              
That's when sh

              
e sees the lit

      
tlest leaks

Down in the floorboards
        
And she just k

nows

She must bolt


[Chorus]


Started with a

 kiss
              
"Oh, we must s

              
top meeting li

   
ke this"
              
But it always 

              
ends up with a

          
 town car spee

ding

Out the drive one evening

Ended with the

 slam of a doo

r
              
Then he'll cal

        
l her a whore

Wish he wouldn't be sore
              
But as she was

 
 leaving

It felt like breathing
             
 All her fucki

   
n' lives
              
Flashed before

     
 her eyes
             
 It feels like

     
 the time
              
She fell throu

       
gh the ice
              
Then came out 

  
alive


[Bridge]


She's been man

y places with

Men of many fa

ces
              
First, they're

 
 off to the ra

ces

And she's laughing drawin' aces
     
But, none of i

t is changin'
         
That the chari

ot is waitin'
           
Hearts are her

s for the brea

kin'

There's an escape in escaping


[Chorus]


Started with a

 kiss
              
"Oh, we must s

              
top meeting li

   
ke this"
              
But it always 

              
ends up with a

          
 town car spee

ding

Out the drive one evenin'

Ended with the

 slam of a doo

r
              
But she's got 

         
the best stori

es

You can be sure
              
That as she wa

  
s leaving

It felt like freedom
             
 All her fucki

   
n' lives
              
Flashed before

     
 her eyes
            
And she realiz

ed
              
It feels like 

    
the time
              
She fell throu

       
gh the ice
                N.C.
Then came out alive


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track 30
Robin

no capo


[Intro]

   


[Verse 1]

        
Long may you r

eign
             
You're an anim

            
al, you are bl

oodthirsty
            
 Out window pa

           
nes talking ut

ter nonsense
         
You have no id

ea


[Pre-Chorus]


Strings tied t

o levers

Slowed-down cl

ocks tethered

All this showm

anship
             
To keep it for

             
 you in sweetn

     
ess


[Chorus]

             
Way to go, tig

     
er
            
Higher and hig

     
her
            
Wilder and lig

     
hter
       
For you


[Instrumental]

   


[Verse 2]

        
Long may you r

oar
   
At your dinosa

urs
         
You're a just 

ruler
            
 Covered in mu

            
d, you look ri

diculous
             
And you have n

o idea


[Pre-Chorus]

            
Buried down de

       
ep and out of 

your reach
    
The secret we 

all vowed
             
To keep it fro

             
m you in sweet

      
ness


[Chorus]

             
Way to go, tig

     
er
            
Higher and hig

     
her
            
Wilder and lig

     
hter
       
For you


[Bridge]

            
  You got the 

              
dragonflies ab

         
ove your bed
              
You have a fav

              
orite spot on 

    
the swing set

You have no room in your dreams for regrets
              
(You have no i

   
dea)
              
The time will 

              
arrive for the

              
 cruel and the

 
 mean
              
You'll learn t

              
o bounce back 

              
just like your

       
 trampoline

But now we'll curtail your curiosity
           
In sweetness

 


[Chorus]

             
Way to go, tig

             
er (Way to go,

      
 tiger)
            
Higher and hig

            
her (Higher an

  
d higher)
            
Wilder and lig

     
hter
       
For you


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track 31
The Manuscript

no capo


[Intro]

    
    


[Verse 1]

             
Now and then s

              
he rereads the

 
 manuscript
             
Of the entire 

            
torrid affair

They compared 

their licenses
   
He said, "I'm 

not a donor bu

t
             
I'd give you m

              
y heart if you

 
 needed it"
    
She rolled her

 eyes and said
          
"You're a prof

essional"
             
He said, "No, 

              
just a good sa


maritan"
             
He said that i

              
f the sex was 

        
half as good a

s the conversa

tion was
             
Soon they'd be

         
 pushin' strol

lers
             
But soon it wa

            
s over


[Verse 2]

             
In the age of 

              
him, she wishe

          
d she was thir

ty
             
And made coffe

              
e every mornin

       
g in a Frеnch 

press
             
Afterwards she

              
 only atе kids

  
' cereal
             
And couldn't s

              
leep unless it

            
 was in her mo

ther's bed
             
Then she dated

              
 boys who were

     
 her own age
             
With dart boar

              
ds on the back

           
s of their doo

rs
             
She thought ab

              
out how he sai

            
d since she wa

s so wise beyo

nd her years
             
Everything had

              
 been above bo

   
ard
             
She wasn't sur

       
e


[Bridge]

        
And the years 

passed
            
Like scenes of

   
 a show
             
The Professor 

            
said to write 

         
what you know
        
Lookin' backwa

rds
             
Might be the o

             
nly way to mov

  
e forward
         
Then the actor

s
            
Were hitting t

     
heir marks
        
And the slow d

ance
            
Was alight wit

      
h the sparks
        
And the tears 

fell
             
In synchronici

           
ty with the sc

ore
       
And at last
             
She knew what 

             
the agony had 

     
been for


[Verse 3]

             
The only thing

              
 that's left i

      
s the manuscri

pt
             
One last souve

              
nir from my tr

          
ip to your sho

res
             
Now and then I

 
 reread the ma

nuscript
             
But the story 

          
isn't mine any

more


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