[Intro - String Arrangement]

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N.C.
I want it to be like messy

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[Verse 1]
            
I'm so insecur

   
e I  think
            
That I'll die 

        
before I  drin

k
            
And I'm so cau

           
ght up in the 

 
news
            
Of who likes m

           
e and who hate

  
s you
    
And I'm so tir

ed that I migh

t
 
Quit my job, s

tart a new lif

e
     
And they'd all

 be so disappo

inted
            
Cuz who am I, 

   
if not exploit

ed?
            
And I'm so sic

        
k of seventeen
            
Where's my fuc

           
kin' teenage d


ream?
            
If someone tel

           
ls me one more

  
 time
            
"Enjoy your yo

           
uth", I'm gonn

  
a cry
    
And I don't st

ick up for mys

elf
     
I'm anxious an

d nothing can 

help
   
And I wish I'd

 done this bef

ore
            
And I wish peo

     
ple likеd me m

ore


[Chorus]

All I did was 

try my best

This thе kinda

 thanks I get?
            
Unrelentlessly

              
 upset  (huh, 

    
huh, huh)(huh,

 huh, huh)
     
They say "Thes

e are the gold

en years"
      
But I wish I c

ould disappear

Ego crush is s

o severe
   
God, it's brut

al out here

[Interlude]

  

  
      Yeah!
  

  

[Verse 2]
            
I feel like no

        
 one wants me
            
And I hate the

           
 way I'm perce

 
ived
            
I only have tw

     
o real friends
            
And lately I'm

         
 a nervous wre

ck
    
Cuz I love peo

ple I don't li

ke
    
And I hate eve

ry song I writ

e
   
And I'm not co

ol and I'm not

 smart
            
And I can't ev

    
en parallel pa

rk

[Chorus]

All I did was 

try my best

This thе kinda

 thanks I get?
            
Unrelentlessly

              
 upset(huh, hu

   
h, huh)
     
They say "Thes

e are the gold

en years"
      
But I wish I c

ould disappear

Ego crush is s

o severe
   
God, it's brut

al out here

[Interlude]

  

  
      Yeah!
  
     Just have

 a really good

 time
  
  Yeah!
  
  
  
  

[Outro]
             
Got a broken e

            
go, broken hea

    
rt    (God, it

's brutal out 

here, And hey,

 it's brutal o

ut here)
             
And God, I don

             
't even know w

    
here to start