gcea
Cmaj7 - 5565
C7    - 4454
A7    - 3343
A     - 2232
G     - 6676
G7    - 6667
D7    - 5557

* = Single Strum


[Intro]

I want it to be, like, messy

      


[Verse 1]
         
I'm so insecur

      
e, I think
         
That I'll die 

         
before I drink
         
And I'm so cau

              
ght up in the 


news
         
Of who likes m

              
e and who hate

  
s you
            
And I'm so tir

          
ed that I migh

t
            
Quit my job, s

           
tart a new lif

e
            
And they'd all

       
 be so disappo

inted
            
'Cause who am 

         
I if not explo

ited?
         
And I'm so sic

      
k of seventeen
         
Where's my fuc

             
king teenage d


ream?
         
If someone tel

              
ls me one more

 
 time
         
"Enjoy your yo

              
uth," I'm gonn

  
a cry
            
And I don't st

           
ick up for mys

elf
            
I'm anxious, a

              
nd nothing can

 
 help
            
And I wish I'd

           
 done this bef

ore
            
And I wish peo

             
ple liked me m

ore


[Chorus]

All I did was 

try my best

This the kinda

 thanks I get?
         
Unrelentlessly

        
 upset (Ah-ah-

ah)

They say these

 are the golde

n years

But I wish I c

ould disappear

Ego crush is s

o severe

God, it's brut

al out here


[Post-Chorus]
  
(Yeah)

    

 


[Verse 2]
         
I feel like no

           
 one wants me
         
And I hate the

         
 way I'm perce

ived
         
I only have tw

       
o real friends
         
And lately, I'

            
m a nervous wr

eck
            
'Cause I love 

              
people I don't

 
 like
            
And I hate eve

          
ry song I writ

e
            
And I'm not co

              
ol, and I'm no

  
t smart
            
And I can't ev

            
en parallel pa

rk


[Chorus]

All I did was 

try my best

This the kinda

 thanks I get?
         
Unrelentlessly

        
 upset (Ah-ah-

ah)

They say these

 are the golde

n years

But I wish I c

ould disappear

Ego crush is s

o severe

God, it's brut

al out here


[Post-Chorus]
  
(Yeah)

    

 
(Just havin' a really good time)



[Outro]
            
Got a broken e

          
go, broken hea

  
rt

(Yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)
            
And God, I don

              
't even know w

          
here to start