[Intro]



[Verse 1]
             
I look so much

          
 better so I g

          
uess I'm alrig

ht
              
And I've got e

          
verything toge

#             
ther and I'm g

        
lad I'm alive
             
But everything

          
 feels better 

             
on the edge of

     
 a knife
            
And I really w

/           
ish I didn't h

            
ave to lie to 

     
you


[Chorus]
           
Start crying i

           
n my room
           
I wanna be som

           
eone you...
            
You feel bette

          
r around but
             
I don't know i

            
f I can get be

         
tter for you


[Verse 2]
              
Feel like I've

          
 turned by bod

         
y inside out
              
My head is bur

           
ning like a ma

            
chine, tryna c

       
ool it down
             
I've figured I

          
'd have gotten

             
 used to this 

    
by now
             
I gotten nearl

          
y everything I

             
 ever hoped I'

    
d have


[Chorus]
           
So why am I st

         
ill sad?
           
I teared mysel

          
f in half
            
Narcoleptic in

      
somniac
             
I didn't think

              
 that it would

           
 ever get this

  
 bad


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[Outro]