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[Intro]

   

[Verse 1]
             
I look so much

          
 better so I g

         
uess I’m alrig

ht
             
And I’ve got e

             
verything toge

#           
ther and I’m g

         
lad I’m alive
             
But everything

           
 feels better 

             
on the edge of

    
 a knife
             
And I just rea

           
lly wish I did

            
n’t have to li

         
e to you
          
Stop crying in

          
 my room
          
I wanna be som

          
eone who
           
You feel bette

         
r around but
             
I don’t know i

           
f I can get be

         
tter for you


[Verse 2]
              
Feels like I’v

           
e turned my bo

          
dy inside out
             
My head is bur

            
ning like a ma

             
chine, tryna’ 

       
cool it down
             
I’d figured I’

           
d have gotten 

             
used to this b

    
y now
             
I’ve gotten ne

           
arly everythin

            
g I ever hoped

          
 I’d have
          
So why am I st

         
ill sad?
          
I tear myself 

        
in half
           
Narcoleptic in

    
somniac
             
I didn’t think

              
 that it would

          
 ever get this

 
 bad

[Instrumental]

   
   
   
   

   
   
   
   

[Outro]