[Verse 1]
            
I look so much

           
 better so I g

          
uess I'm alrig

ht
             
And I've got e

           
verything toge

             
ther and I'm g

       
lad I'm alive
            
But everything

            
 feels better 

            
on the edge of

   
 a knife
            
And I just rea

            
lly wish I did

          
n't have to li

        
e to you
           
Start crying i

        
n my room
          
I wanna be som

         
eone who
            
You feel bette

        
r around but
            
I don't know i

            
f I can get be

       
tter for you


[Verse 2]
             
Feels like I t

             
urned my body 

     
inside out
            
My head is bur

            
ning like a ma

             
chine, tryna c

      
ool it down
            
I figured I'd 

            
have gotten us

            
ed to this by 


now
            
I've gotten ne

            
arly everythin

          
g I ever hoped

         
 I'd have
          
So why am I st

        
ill sad?
          
I tear myself 

       
in half
            
Narcoleptic in

  
somniac
            
I didn't think

              
 that it would

          
 ever get this

 
 bad

  

[Outro]
          
(I didn't thin

              
k that it woul

          
d ever get thi

  
s bad)

  
   

   
 

       
If everything
          
Without you, w

       
ithout you

        
       If ever

   
ything